♥ AddictedToMe ♥

2009-03-15T11:24:00.005+08:00

I was being question to why am i not updating my blog for so long.
Hahaha.. It's because i don't even have the time to watch tv, so dun mention abt updating my blog.
At least today i've got a bit of free time and i guess its time to update abit before my blog gone dusty.

I've been working for 3 mths plus.. time flies. and i hope 2010 will come soon so that i will be offer a better job with a better pay and a better environment. muhaha

Last friday was a happening night.. or i shall say every friday is a happening night. Cause its Chilling session.. i just love Friday. yeah and this friday will be meeting up for drinks again..
Or maybe because we can spend more time together on friday night which makes me look forward to every friday.. When ever he's around, he will make me feel secure. I love you. *Muacks*
Went to find him at Serangoon yesterday, and he was surprise and happy?.. haha which i alr told him on friday that i will be going down to find him but he tot that im joking lala.. so well now you know Bleah . miss you so much..
Can't wait till tmr.. hope that you don't disappoint me.

Anyway.. life's routine.. but luckily i didn't lose any friends of mine thou i have lesser time to meet up with everyone. But i believe that friends are forever. Keep in touch always.

Tt's all for now..
Im too lazy to even upload pictures .. yawnz

Take care all =))

2009-02-08T20:15:00.002+08:00

Just realised that i have not beem blogging for 1 mth.
well this shows that work life is busy.

But seriously its busy~! hais

My life style changed quite a lot ever since i started work
now i start to love Pubbing again.. maybe it can release my stress.
Shopping and stuffs make me bored.
Omg why.. sobs

anyway.. my life for the past 1 mth was.. work, home,drinking,movie.. i think tt's all.
its boring~~
just got to get used to it.
Everyday i'll feel tired. hahaha

Ok quite a busy week next week
Monday meeting John.
Tuesday most prob OT
Wed meet Andy
Thursday Pubbing
Friday Half day work .. so maybe go drinking again.
Shit i think my health will become bad soon.
Damn it . Blame the working life .. make me stress. Idiot !

Ok quite tired now
Gonna sleep soon haha

Hope that i will be free to update real soon.

Take care everyone . =)
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2009-01-10T22:38:00.002+08:00

2 more weeks to CNY~! long weekends.. yeah

ok 2nd week of work.. everything still ok.. i love my job scope cos i have interest in accounts. tt
s y i won't find it boring at all.. in fact i learn quite fast.. and i hope i will be able to rove to my manager that i can perform so tht i can get more bonus hahahhahaha

met up with richmond,brenda, bernard and elizabeth in town ytd after my work for dinner...
and so we went to suki sushi for dinner and we sat there all the way till 11 plus ... hahaha
nice hanging out man... =)

KTV session next week.. woot.. 3 more weeks to my pay day. can't wait for it...

nothing much to update ... everyday its routine.. work home work home.. everyday OT .. hohoo
I work for the sick of the pay and the recognition.. so i need to bear with it.

ok damn tired now.. gonna rest.. take care friends ..

2009-01-03T12:37:00.005+08:00

There goes my first week of work.
What more can i say about my job?
Thought almost everyday there's OT.. but i think i did learn quite alot .
And what i like most abt my job is that, its quite freedom in the office.
Dun really have restriction to everything.
Own time Own target.
Eat/Talk/Drink/lunch up to you as long as you complete your work.
But obivously i hope that the people there will nice always... as i still don know them well enough.

So i think after i started work, it really push me alittle..
It change how i think towards work.. tot u really have to sacrify quite a lot but still can enjoy after work..
When u have the money, you can do watever you want. =)
I change my character too... and now im learning how to tok with nice words. ~!! muhahahaha

Went Kbox with elizabeth,bernard,richmond and brenda on monday last week... think its abit outdated but i think its better den nth. first time after 2 yrs of our course. haa.. well it was fun and enjoying... i hope after we all get a job, there will still be time meeting up ~!
Well... update a bit on my new year day...
Met up with noel on new year eve... after dun know how long finally we met and well it was nice.. =)
Look quite different in the photos.. hahaha but after all a nice, funny guy ~! meet up soon again..

New year day , When AMK hub with jason to watch IP man at 2330 .. not bad show..
The most suay thingy is that, after the movie, after we drove out from the carpark, a stupid malaysian car bang us from the back.. how nice.!
And so we spent 1 hour in the police station.. i won;t forget that.
hais.. funny sia... dun knw how he drive.
Hmmm i did pangseh quite a few groups that day cos i seriosuly dun know which one to attend. hahaha so sorry ppl . :(

its weekends, and im thinking whether to dye my hair anot.. my pay is not here yet. hahahaha
meeting jason later for diner, im gonna fetch him today finally after 1 yr.. hahaha... cos his car will be at workshop for repair... hahaha

Alrite Monday morning got job training at The atrium @Orchard, and so im going work with andy..=)
so at least now im the same as all my working friends... working society .. hohoo

okok more meet up next week.. dinner with weijie.. andy...carven....mdis friends.... more and more yet to plan cos of my OT i cannot fix a time ~!!

anyway enjoy and have fun ppl. ^^
Life's short.

2008-12-28T10:52:00.004+08:00

Christmas is over... New year is ahead..
Well Im sure everyone had fun during Xmas..
Party at my house include. Roy,Royce, Brian, Jeff, Weijie,Clarence,richmond and brenda... =)

And now i gonna start work on Tuesday (30 Dec) ... i seriously didn't expect to start work so fast man.. i still have the holiday mood. =( I dun wanna work... lolsss
Hais.. ok i gonna work at barclays Capital as Account Payable Officer..

Went shopping ytd and i spent ard $300 plus on clothes,heels and bags. lolss..... i think im mad..
haven earn , i alr start spending..
so tired this few days.. dun know why.. haiss..

Tuesday i need to wake up at 715am.. wth.. work start at 9am. omg omg.. i seriously dun know how's life at work man.. canno0t imagine the politcs. sianzzz..

but luckily i got a few friends working in e same area as me.. hoho..

ok still got one more day to enjoy tmr.. KTV im comingg ~!!!
New Year countdown??

Some photos here taken by Weijie.. and seriously i've got no idea when he took them... hahaha... candishots~!!

Merry Christmas ~!!

2008-12-24T11:20:00.002+08:00

Hoho... Merry Christmas ~~

Have been quite busy with shopping,movie maraton, gathering and job Interview last week.
One more interview coming up on Friday after x'mas.. haa..

Today and tmr party at my house.
Went Jurong point with BRenda, richmond and elizabeth ytd for shopping and dinner..
Chatted all the way .. tt was interesting.. =)

Ok its raining today and i guess it won't stop till tonight or tmr.. muhaaha..
NO more class.. becoming more slack. everyday feel so tired.

PLanning for New year eve countdown.. KTV ?? hahaha

ok .. gotta go prepare my stuffs ^^

Enjoy ~!

2008-12-16T19:37:00.002+08:00

Its been 2 weeks since i last blog.
Busy with Final Year Project and Presentation.
Finally completed both today.
And now.. Im really free and no more school work to do any more... hahaha..
Graduate ~!!! But not really very happy cause i rather study den work.

Okie.. Now gonna plan for the trip to Japan.. woot
Much have happen during the past 2 weeks, i guess its already the past so no point stating here..

Nothing much to say now too.
Just woke up after my afternoon nap.
Have not realy sleep well for the past 1 week..

ok more plans ahead.. more gathering ~! yeah relax life style.. =)

Counting down to X'mas !!! santa is coming to town.

隧道

2008-12-04T12:36:00.001+08:00

时间一分一秒
星星像白云自在的飘
独自坐在公园一角
任凭风冲进怀抱
十二点的钟声
传遍了城市每条街道
期待拥抱又害怕会被你知道

到底是要远远看你
还是靠近一点更好
我不确定你是不是
我一直要找的主角

我用骗人的祈祷
骗自己我现在很好
和你在一起的每分每秒
就像走过彩虹隧道

欢笑不停围绕
她很美也很煎熬
我却无法选择要或不要

2008-12-01T22:11:00.004+08:00

There goes the end of November.. Looking forward to Dec.. and Jan 2009 .. haa
My November ends with richmond birthday party and a meet up wif Chun at ECP ytd night =)
Everything was smooth, good, prefect.. got to make a few new friends over the week.
But now most of my friends are busy preparing for their exam, and im busy doing my project. ( not convenient to type to much here, cos some Kpo ppl will come and kpo) lols...
so i will only comment on these positive things. hoho..

Meet dion on sat at town, went shopping ard town trying to get myself a bag but nth catch my eyes.
wanna buy clothes aso dun have.. haha..
Finally we met after so long..

More meet up next week =)
Looking forward to Heartbeat percussion band concert on 12dec.
Jeremy birthday coming.. wat shld i plan for him? siann
Ok tennis tmr as usual..
Never go for swimming ytd cos when i was abt to step out of my house and it started to rain.
well that's suay.. haha..

Watching Hotshot now being influence by my basketball player friends.. so i wanna check it out whether is it really that now.. i find it abit lame ~! some movement is really impossible to do in real life wat.. too over alreadyy.. haha

Alright end here..
Nights =)

I dun know why i look ugly in the pictures =( haissss

2008-11-27T12:48:00.002+08:00

Busy with my Final Year Project.. haiss
My lecturer wants 500 surveyors.. which i think is impossible mission.. LOL unless i anyhow bomb.. Oppss

well well.. Met Jer on tue and ytd.. i dun really feel super excited or very happy..hmm
Went to bishan to watch their basketball match ytd.. the Sk team spirit is there.. trash the opps by abt 17 points.. haha
Luckily andy came arbo i sure feel damn sian one.. sit dere alone like one super anti-social freak. lols.

And in the end i manager to get abt 10 surveys done through the both days from all the bball ppl.. hahaha...

I wanna go town and buy my gucci/coach bag.. zzz hahaha..
no mood to do my project now..

dun feel like typing more.. end here =)

2008-11-24T10:31:00.002+08:00

There's actually miracle in my world. haa..
My weekends was a super super nice one.
I actually met 2 people at the same day whom i love so much in e past and maybe even now.
How to believe it? its so fairy tale..
One is i nv expect that we will meet or go out tgt anymore.
The other one is i always hope to see again, and without any communication, we met on the road on a raining day..
Our reaction was like " What the...?!" seriously.. there's just six sense telling me tt the car in front is him!!

Im just glad that we are still friend.. and at least i noe tt we ever had a good memories tgt and is engrave in your heart.

At least i finally understand that.. when two ppl are in love with eachother, it does not means that we have to be tgt forever or even get marry.
As long as we shared the happiness tgt before and we have memories in our heart.. that's more than enough.. that's the most xinfu thing i ever wanted.
Not everyone can have that kind of proirity in one's heart.
Im glad that i found the answer i want in you.. your actions tell me everything.
I love you and i will remb u always ~! =)

No regrets now, im happy and i have choosen to continue the next phrase of my life without feeling guilty.
I really hope i will be able to do what i've promise myself to do.

Looking forward to the next meet up tmr.. =) ( to be cfm)
Tennis tmr.. finally after exam breaks of 3 weeks..
Went swimming ytd and mahjong.. totally shag out ytd. lols.

That's all for now. lolss.

2008-11-21T20:07:00.002+08:00

Yeah exam finally over ytd..
Expectation for my results are not very high.. hope miracle happen..

Went Central for lunch with brenda, richmond and bernard after over exam.
Should treat ourselves better since exams are over.. hahaha...
Went home for a bit of dota then met Qin,Xian and Joan at Cineleisure for Musical High School 3 ytd night... hahahha
Yes That movie is damn nice, touching, and e music is woow loving it.~!
Troy is so charming dude. Deep in love with him. muaahaha
Thou some parts are touching which nearly made me tear..

ok that's all for now..
So tired man. dun know why always so tired one.. sian..
Exam over which aso means more outings are coming up.. and means spending more money ..

Im gonna buy a guccu bag soon.. yes ~! hahahahaha.. or maybe a watch? dun know .. pamper myself abit.. muahhahahaha..

Ok.. Bye..

Emo-ing ~~!!

2008-11-18T15:50:00.004+08:00

Today's paper screwed up ~! woot how nice.
damn idiot lecturer, wtf everything i studied nv come out.
wahlao damn irritating....
damn sian now.. no mood to study ..
Fuk it..

Hais.. chatted with *him* last night and i got emo again.
I really dun know why.
But the feeling just came without me noticing.
I tried damn hard to controll my feeling but can't.
The whole night, the feeling is with me, till i woke up this morning.. im still thinking of it.
Why is this happening?
I feel so guilty. i felt like everything is my fault. I screwed it up myself.
No one is at fault except me.
I really feel like telling him e truth. But if i say out, i think its over bwt us alr.
Not even friend to be.
But its hard to hide a secret in my heart. depressing all the emotional inside. i need a listening ears.

It was nv easy to let go after so long tgt.
It was nv easy for us to be tgt.
It was fate.
It was like a dream.
But i nv knew how to treasure it when i have it.
I regret only when i lost it.
And now, i felt like i owed him.
So when i know wat ever happen to him, i am willing to give in 100% to all i can.
But i know i will nv have this ability.
And when i can't help, i feel like im useless.im bad.im hurt him badly.i make me lose trust in me.
I really feel damn sad. !!
I hate this feeling. serious.
Go away !!!!
Im Guilty. omfg.
haiss.. how??why??

And why does it occur during my exam period. wahlao.
Headache !!
Im looking forward for the next meet up, but im scare that i cannot control myself.
im confuse. im scare. my mind is blank now.
I tot i can do it, but i nv did it. all along im just lying to myself..

haisss..... ~emo~

Bernard Surprise Birthday Celebration

2008-11-14T11:36:00.005+08:00

Actually im even lazy to blog this post.
Cause my mind is stress with Exams + final year project.
And i got no mood to do both.
So some how, im feeling scare now.
haiss..

Anyway, Happy Birthday Bernard ~~
My forever crappy+ no secret buddy. hoho
Always there for me when ever i needed him.
Friend of 3 years plus.. a very very nice friend to be with.
Although sometimes he can be really bo chup, tok to him aso no response that kind, LOL
But overall, he does care. hahaha

Ok i hope that he really enjoyed the celebration we organised for him.
He was totally shock + surprise.. lols.
and his reaction was damn slow.. hahahaha
But not surprise la cause he usually dun celebrate bday de ma..
=)

Most of the photos are in my Facebook le.
Good luck to everyone for the upcoming exam on Tues & Thur ~! gg

Bankrupt month.

2008-11-11T21:36:00.002+08:00

woott...
Many November babies month.. zzz
PLus my exam and project month.
not a good month i would say.
Im getting more broke each day.
Expenses getting higher..

Belated birthday babies:
01. Kelvin lee
06. Noel yoew

Coming up birthday babies:
11. caiwang 21st
13. Pinghui 23th
14. Bernard yong
18. jiahao 21st
18. Gavin Lee
30. richmond 25th

hahahaha.... busy busy busy...
I guess after my exam i will be busy attending birthdays + gathering session..

ok la i haven been studying for e past 3 days.
wahlao.. i cannot understand myself now.. why am i so slack lol..

haisssss..

2008-11-09T21:24:00.005+08:00

This is what i did on my sunday night when i cannot concentrate on my studies cos im too tired to do so..
and better den rotting.. i did something nice.. hahaha

Tiring day but fun.

2008-11-09T11:33:00.007+08:00

weekends = no mood to study. lol
Anyway went Vivo with Qin&Xian to watch Madagascar Escape 2 Africa private screening.
A lot of kids... and i find it average only.. i dun even know what's the ending. haa..
We got free poncorns and coke ~!! haha.. like so everything is free even the movie tickets.
Except the carpark.. and luckily we left before 6 if not i gotta get charge another $3 and make it total $7. lolsss....
As usual we tok, we crap, we laugh, we took pictures... i really miss those days in school and band.. now.. life's so boring without music.. and some how.. my life switch from musical to sport. i hope its a good thing. lols.

After that i went to my grandma house for awhile to pass my aunt stuff den i head to sengkang to meet bird and owen.
haha... wa bird really change alot siaa... his gf really got big power to change him.
Went jln kayu for some kopi session.. at least now.. i can communication wif bird better.. hahaha...
So many so many things to chat about. the past, now, future ( including stuffs abt Wang Mingming).. and everytime when there's converation about this, i confirm dream of him . what the hell is going on?? someone let me know plss..
Its not a night mare. its just a perfect dream that kept giving me hopes. everytime more and more ppl i see in e dream. and e dream is getting more perfect.
If i really believe or someone can convince me that wat happened in dreams is opposite in real life den i will stop thinking of wang mingming. will someone tell me the fact. i dun wanna to live in a dream.
And looking forward to the LAN session soon..

went home after that.. felt hungry cos i didn't eat at jln kayu.. den went to plaza to meet owen again for supper at mac. lols.. so many ah bengs and ah lians dere sia.. zzz always like tt.. lols...
I really damn long nv eat mac le.. cos its boring. But better den nth anyway i aso dun eat much.
And normally i dun eat supper one. lols.. ytd is special.
we sat till ard 2am den i went over to pick my friend up to ecp for nicole birthday.. haha...
after awhile abt 4am wer eally heard freaking loud thunder. lols.. so scary can.. omg.. den the lightling also damn scary, like gonna get strike anytime that kind. ( chio touch wood !!)
so i said better fast go before we all got wet. and it really rain damn bloddy heavily.
Waste my time.. if not i will be at home sleeping alr.. was so damn tired after going so many places in a day. So i reach home abt 5am, cannot even park e car properly .. lol....

Yeah finally i got back my car.. but i dun know its a good or a bad sign. maybe i shouldn't go out too often. haiss..

1 more week to exam lorr and i wasted 2 days nv study at all..
I must study today for sure. omgggg ( hope no last minute prog again ) !!
I need to have some self discipline...

Ok and freaking tired now.. zzzzzz

Sign off-

( some random photos )

2008-11-06T20:35:00.002+08:00

Countdown 11 more days to exam. ( omgg)
1 part of me can't wait for exam to over, but yet another part of me dun really want exam to end cos it means Graduate liao.
I dun wanna quit from my student life.
sad..

oh well.. it can only be said but not be done.
Take the fact ba. haa..

I have been damn good girl this week, staying at home but nv study. lols.

Looking forward to movie on sat with xian & Qin. =)

Aiya so sian.. The stupid tour agency cannot cfm our Japan trip sia. wat nonsense.
Maybe we switching over to UOB travel.
Even UOB travel for Jan package is already full liao.
Our agency (WTS) dun even got anyone except us joining.
so jialat plss...

Make a new friend today.. Gabriel.. haha. know him online..
erm so far so good.. haha..
my luck is coming again.. but am i really prepare for another r/s?
I really dun know.. i dun wanna hurt the innocent.
Haiss..

haha... Bird, jy and owen kept calling me out for dota tonight... hahaha.
so funny...
Bird really change alot after he got a gf.. hahahaha... no bad.
nv go cos still got proj + wrk to complete by tmr lor. got to go sch.

Alright i shall end here.. update again ~!!

2008-11-04T11:25:00.006+08:00

My weekends was a super super bad one.
Don't know what kind of stupid luck have i got into.
F***ing irritating.
Now no car liao lor. ( hope its a short term one)
Don wanna get into details. Only for those close one of mine.
Nth to be proud of. F it.!!
If not i think i can just die.
Went out ytd, waited 20mins for 1 stupid bus,den make me sweat somemore.
wahlao.. den MRT need to squeeze with ppl.
Never public transport for the past 4months i think.
Haiss. now i wanna go out aso must think twice. Nb lah !!

Oh well anyway.. thks to desmond,wendy,weijie,noel,andy&yan who bother to lend me a listening ear/and jokes that make me feel better.
I really appreaciate it. and now im feeling better alr. love u all ~!!
sibei sian arrr.. today tennis also dun feel like going le without car.. need to bring shoe bag +racket take train? zzz

Ok am just being very random here.

Was chatting wif Dion just now.. and i just wonder why ppl look at my nick " Baby talk to me" = referring to my darling. lolss.
Joel aso said e same thing, and some came to ask who is my baby. lols...
so funny..

Studying half way came to blog cos im seriously cannot concentrate.!!!
thinking wanna ask jackson out to ktv anot today. hahaha......

alright end here first. =)

2008-11-01T23:32:00.002+08:00

Alright. Yesterday was really a freaking tired day .
This is what happen.
Went yishun to meet weiwen for dinner at 6pm.
i managed to get my way there without any wrong turn.
After meeting him. Then the story starts, hahaha..
We wanted to go AMK botak Jones at ave 10.
Then i miss this turn , the road leads me to upper thomson.
So i tot ok we can go town, but i can't find any expressway to City.
We ended up in Bishan, contnue driving..
still heading for Town.
Don know what the fuk happen, i see myself going to PIE (Jurong)
Then we went BKE (woodland)
omg.. i made a U-turn , a i tot yes finally i found PIE (Changi Airport)
ok yes i found CTE (city), then again i miss the turn , cannot go orchard. end up at chinatown/ central.
Omfg.. den end up we go bugis just for a dinner.
And the time is ard 8pm ~!! woot. so cool huh.
My eyes feels like swollen already. drive non-stop . kill me pls.
first time so blur. i nv lost my way till so jialat before one.. zzz gg
after that went geylang to top up petrol + car wash. haha... shag like fuk. tour round sg.

ok .. went ECP wif xian,qin,minyu today.
I fell down again while balding, but luckily not a very bad one.
The previous time was worst. haha..
But still damn sian.. cannot control while on slope. haiss.
After that went dinner with xian at ubi.
We chat on practically everything and anything. lols..
we eat our dinner for about 1 hr plus. hahahaha...

Ok am really really tired now. sianz...
tmr not sure if going swimming anot.
gonna depends on the weather.

any ya... i reach home today and my bro told me. I reformat the com cos hang.
i was like WTF ~!!!
all my stuffs/works/songs/Pictures all inside. nb
I damn piss lor feel like wacking him seriously
And the photos of *him* is gone ! GOne?!! how to retrive it back. my heart ache.
I already keep it very preciously with me. and yet im not fated to own them.
or maybe i should really let go of that feeling. Its hard.but why am i still putting in hope.
i think im dumb. hais..
Dumb me. so useless.

Boringg...
New target. new outcome. new hope. better future. yess...

2008-10-31T11:23:00.004+08:00

Lots of programme this weekends.
And i still have yet to get into the study mood.
i need some self control.

Today will be meeting weiwen for ktv. haa
Tml will be blading with Qin,Xian,Minyu, and her friend at Ecp.
Sunday will be celebrating Birthday with weicong ~!
Monday i remb i got something to do.. but can't remb now.
Tuesday tennis.
Wed so far nothing on.
Fri sumbission of project analysis. -GG- no time to do !!
Opps.. suppose to meet jackson too.. but i think cmi this week le. sry.
omgg.. so busy .. zzz..
And Bernard's birthday is coming soon too. oohh myy...

Im gonna rob the bank soon for me to survive. rofl.
alright.. gonna go sleep and dream of money drop from e sky. LOL. ok jking.. im not so desprate for money sia.

But driving really cost me alot sia.. spending petrol,carpark and ERP. idiot.
Saving all e cab fare and pump into e car expenses. lols. So what's the diff man !! sian.

ALright:
Exam date : 18 Nov &20 Nov.
Mug mug mug..

2008-10-30T11:24:00.008+08:00

The long weekend was spend over at Cameron Highland with my cousins ~! 3days 2 nights trip Bus department at 6am, and the jam at the checkpoint was already like mad.
So we only managed to reach cameron at 5pm. ( slept throughout the whole journey)
But overall was fun, thou the weather wasn't as cold as what we expected but its still better than S'pore. lols

I think i going again with my parent next month. haha
We didn't really manage to walk alot, cause its always rush with tour, and there's time limit.
The place is nice but the distance is a problem.
2 drivers will be good, can take turn but also means that won't be able to sleep as much.

Alright, back from holiday.
Time to study hard for my last sem exams le.
No time, and yet this week im pack with lots of birthdays and gathering~~ !!!
Haiss...

Time to upload the pictures .. hehe..

2008-10-24T10:47:00.002+08:00

Oh well.. been sometime since i last blog.

Someone is really getting off my nerve or rather Our nerve!!~~
Finally we manage to make this person out of our sight... irritating.
Its not that im being bad or what. but we really tried to tolerate this nonsense for damn long alr,
until all our patience is gone. No more craps from you ! Bomber. haa

I won't talk abt this topic anymore cos it just spoil my day.
I wanna stay a happy one.

Going for a holiday tonight.. to cameron highland.. yeah ~! Will be back on tuesday morning. ^^
Finally the day arrived.
I just need a break badly away from SIN.
But so suay am down with sore throat & flu. hope that i recover by tonight. hahaha..
Hope that i will be able to enjoy myself there, and the weather will be like <20>

Okie. got lesson this afternoon. so sian... raining whole day since ytd alr. so freaking cold.
im gonna catch some rest.. not sure im good enough to drive to school today anot. haiss..
Ytd i drove with a headache on.. i was so scare that i might black out anytime. haha..

Alrite..
End off..

2008-10-20T11:44:00.005+08:00

Jorita's 21st Birthday photos.... (24/09/08)

Let the photos do the talking.. lazy to type ~! (:

Ubin days~!

2008-10-17T22:13:00.001+08:00

Pictures taken during our pulua ubin trip on 08/10/2008. =)

2008-10-15T11:26:00.004+08:00

Had quite a bit of photos to upload today, thou some is damn outdate alreadyy. haa
Still have yet to rec'd the Ubin photos from brenda and kain. hahaha.. Im waitinggg....
Gotta start on my Final Year Project(FYP) today or soon, the first meeting up was ytd.
By next wed we need to submit at least a bit of our work to the teacher.
So i guess now library will be my second home.

I think i've slack for a very long time.
Have yet to touch my books, forgot most of what i have learn the past 2 months. goshhh
Sad.

Friday meet up with brenda,richmond,ken,rose and bernard for dinner at clake quay.
Was suppose to have BBQ that night but due to some discussion, we decide to eat out. hahaha.
Central really have a lot of Jap food sia.
I guess i gotta eat more before i go Japan, cos when im back i dun think i will eat the Singapore standard Jap food le. hahaha Im bad~!
Durian was our dessert after that.. went to joo chiat for durain, well i dun find it very nice.
I prefer Geylang one. ^^

Saturday met up with bernard,leone and wg for dota at kovan. As usual.
some didn't manage to join us but we still had fun lah. =)
Quite a bit of chit chat session before we go for Lan.
That night went over to wilson house for a super wild party night. Bernard was sad that he wasn't invited. hahaha
Stay till 6am that morning before im more awake from the liqour to drive home from holland myself.
My brain can't seems to work that early morning and i feel like i gotta meet accident anytime, and i find myself speeding cos the road was super clear. lolsss...
Anyway bernard always say i like to speed. ya i cannot stand people driving so slow. =p

Met up with jason ytd after my tennis. haha.. only kopi session, didn't eat dinner cos my mum cook.
Finally after so much attempt we found a time that both of us are free!! lol.

Guess nothing much to update anymore.
Gonna meet bernard today for dinner. =)
More dota.
More money to spend.
Im broke.
Saving for my Cameron(Oct) and Japan (Jan) trips ~~~!! haiss

Photos time.

2008-10-09T21:12:00.003+08:00

Time pass real fast.. everything was fine and life was great. but i still feel something is lacking in my life, just that a bit portion. why like that.. 6months already but that wound is still engrave on my heart. i hate that feeling.. so many people in this world have the same habit as him. Everytime people mention these habits, it remind me of him. Memories are not able to be delete, its a matter of whether u can let it go anot. If memories can be delete, no one would be suffering in this world already. But well.. easy to say than to be done. !! But well, i will remb all the wonderful memories of us tgt forever.

Anyway, Tuesday as usual tennis lesson, and went for gym after that.
Ok, school carpark rate was far more expensive den town carpark lor. forever tio scam.. zzz 1hr 30mins for $4.50 .woot. sian

Yeah.. Wednesday went Ubin again with my classmates and friends.. total 12 of us.. LOL.. the whole boat full wif our own ppl, like we own e boat like tt. lolss.. so fun.. and as i predicted, it rain that day. hahaha... but we didn't cycle as much as last monday cos some was tired alr. so we call it a day at abt 5pm.. After that went geylang for dinner at NO signboard. erm i think its a bit expensive. sian.. nv spend money on cab but spend money on seafood.. haiss... !!! Im really broke now. i need a sugar daddy. hehe... was suppose to go durain after that but everyone was so full until cannot even breathe liao. hahaha.... we really enjoy ourselves that night. lots of laughter,joy and craps. =)
Yeah i bought a new nike tennis skirt today at kallang leisure , hehe.. small S !! wow.. the last time i bought size M was too big LOL so happy i lost some weight. hahaa...
Tmr gotta some gathering for tennis people in school. haha... yeah everyone is going for that.. more meet up = more money spend.. hais !!

Ok weekend is coming again, yes agian... = spending more $$ .. my godddd -.-
And more dota.. hahaha.. counting down 2 more weeks to my holidays trip .yeah ~~~

-upload photo when they send it to me-
End off !!

2008-10-05T11:37:00.004+08:00

A quick summary for friday and saturday. super tired now.. brain not working.. lol

Friday- went dinner with weijie,weicong and clarence at serangoon garden.. haha... i think im a good organiser? cos everyone turn up and we end the day with a happy one. haa... oh well.. all my friends are working now, only got time for dinner.. haiss.. hahaha... soon will be my turn. =) Thanks weicong for the treat.. haa.. and im their driver for the day !~~

Saturday- went sch for some seminar talk from 9-12pm. so tiring, its been a long time since i last woke up so early.
After that went to meet bernard,wg& leone at sk, den we went upper serangoon for LAn (dota) again.. lols... dota for leisure is ok but if for long term wise i think its not practical ba.. hohooo...
And dinner was around tat area aso, we had fish steamboat. (:

Oh well ~~ result came ytd. thank god i pass with quite a good result. P.S dun say that god is useless ok, he blessed me for every of my exam with good result lor. He is my god, now and forever.
Well of cos to those that didn't do well, my dear-XX- pls work hard the next sem and catch up AET !! dun get too emo and sad, no point getting sad over it cos its over already. (:

ANd so the last thing i did that night was to go golden mile to make payment for my trip end of the month. haa.. luckily yan accompy me to go, wahlao it so damn freaky smelly and so many weird ppl. and the carpark aso damn freaky dangerous one. anytime gonna hit the wall tat kind. celling so low. lols.. parling lot so small.. omggg... i was there for less than 30mins and the carpark fee was $2.20. wtf.. so blooding expensive. haiss....

LOoking forward to my holiday trip to cameron. SIN is so boring, everyday the same old routine. haa.. Japan trip 3more month to go. woot... shiok. !!!

- alrite, gtg and slp le.- lol... tata-

2008-10-02T20:19:00.003+08:00

Tennis on tuesday was a tiring one... but overall i learnt something new again !! am thinking whether i should really get my personal racket anot leii.. haiss.. cos the coach like quite sianz abit it.. haa..
reach home jitao tired like hell... slept quite early tt night. hoho

Yesterday was Public Holiday .. haa which don't really affect me cause im having school holiday everyday now.. haha...
Had lunch at lavendar market with my aunty. den went over to my grandma house.. haha.. YEah im going overseas again on 25thOct to 27Oct !! woot. hahaha... Cameron HIghland.. 10hours bus journey. wth.. zzz hahaa...

Went to meet ber,ray and Bc for LAN (dota) at serangoon in the late afternoon.. hahaha so fun. Dinner was at AMK -Charco, some western food like kenny roger that kind. haa.. price was average..
After that raul wanna go back to the LAn for more games cause he wanna prove to us that he is not a first blood feeder !! ROFL. BUt... everywhere was full house and closing soon, so too bad, we head over to HG plaza for some pool and back home. hahaha.... more challenge coming up ~~~

thou ytd did nothing that was tiring except laugh too much. But i was super tired today.. slept till 4pm and i still fell restless and head aching.. haiss.. so, i got no choice but to cancel my appt wif jason.. sry =(... meet u on sat ok? muacksss

Exam are round the corners and i never notice that .. hahaha 2more weeks to enjoy den back to my books le ): hahaha...
My dota days are back ~~ hahaha... so funny... only me and ber know abt it !! hahaha pawnyou !!
ok off to watch TV le .. woot. yawn.

Moring workshop on saturday in school at 9am till 1pm.. so tiring. i guess it will be a long day for me.. more meet up sessions !! woot ~~

-tata-

2008-09-30T11:36:00.005+08:00

woohoo ~~ time pass super fast ... and my weekends is over in a blink.

Went ECP for blading & cycling with Minyu and Valenie on sat.. finally we get to meet up ever since the alumni night performance. haha.. which i think is abt half a year le. next meet up 27 Oct!! haha... Oh well .. i fell while i was blading down a super sleep slope.. haiss now my elbows and my butt still hurts..but it does not stop me from my sports =) haa..
Met up with jianyong the same night, had dinner with him at rivervale plaza and chat up quiter a bit.. haha .. woot im the first girl's car he sat =) haha.. am i suppose to be proud of it?

Sunday went swimming at Hougang as usual.. my routine ..Then had lunch with my mum and my grandma at Parkway.. haha... and went hm to sleep after that.. shag.

Monday - Me, bernard, leone, and Regret went Pulau Ubin tgt.. our adventure day ~ haha
I swear is the most exciting moment of our life there. Woot.. maybe partly cos of the rain that made us so wet and wild. hahaha... Overall was fun la.. going again next week if the planning works.. haha.. ^^

Okay tennis this evening if the weather allows. hope that my elbow can let me play too.. haha...
Its like 12pm now but my brain still dead leii.. think over work out ytd. hahaha... i think i gonna take some rest LOL.. so gg..

Shall upload the photos ~~

2008-09-25T18:33:00.002+08:00

My holidays seems to be quite busy with outdoor activities which is what i want. that's my hobby, my lifestyle. =)
At least i find back my mood to go back swimming on everyday Sunday now. love the sun~~ and now my skin color are getting nicer... muhahaha ...

Tuesday went back to school for tennis lesson.. now i dun feel ache anymore cos im all work out. felt the pain last week cos i slack for half a year of exercising.. haha.. that's bad my god.. so unhealthy. lolss.. I love tenniss! but the sun that day make me headache and tired. haa..

Wednesday went ECP with the ATE gang plus leone and kelvin, which made us complete. A nice evening we had tgt.. love the chat at SK void deck, i miss those days we had slacking there last time... but i missed meeting jianyong at the end of the day cos he got delayed at his work. well ~~ its ok.. haha at least we had our bed time story at midnight. hoho... All my friends made my day a wonderful one. =]

Friends are nice to hang out with, but they won't be with you every single minute of the day. End of the day, you will still be by your self. Make your self occupied and so only happy memories stays in your mind. ~~

Im watching a korean drama show online "bad love" its damn freaking sad show .. haha.. but i know how to control myself i guess and hope so. hahaa... ok ciao to continue my drama series now... hoho...~~

New webby to catch shows online : www.mysoju.com

2008-09-19T18:32:00.006+08:00

Haha... My final term end just like that.. holiday forever till exam in Nov den Project presentation in Dec den i graduate liao ~! woot. but i dun know whether its a good thing or a bad thing. Good thing is i can relax .. bad thing is i gotta go get a job. haiss. think of working make me so sick. cos working is no good. hahahaa...

Ok Mon-15/09 went kallang leisure with marshall for ice skating cos before that was raining so we cancel blading.. haha... overall was a good experience with him.. haha but if can go wif more people i think it will be more fun ba.

16/09- went school and tennis after that.. wa cannot imagine i stop tennis for 3-4mths cos of my toe. After that i felt the aching immediately on my right hand. i feel so lousy.. haha...

17/09- Went Tamp mall for early celebration of Jorita's 21st birthdat dinner with Kim,Sandra,Bernard, Co. It was a very wonderful dinner we spend at sakae sushi and as a farewell for kim leaving to paris for her school trip. =) It had been a long time since we last chat till so happy. laughter everywhere... haha... Was a real great night man. Meet up soon again !! hehe...
After that went to Sk to get some stuff from Jason which took years to get that., hahaha
everytime i step into SK , it makes me feel like its my second home.. e memories never fade away at all.. my feeling there.. well i will remb every single thing tt happen in my life forever. (:

18/09- Meet up with bernardY and Raul to go game fair tgt at suntec.. haha... new game - Warhammer... i dun find it interesting anyway cos it look like WOW.. and i dun have the commitment to play.. so maybe will be sharing acct with ber ba.. haha... After that went lunch at Kenny roger den went for LAN games at IRC penisular plaza... fun ! now i understand why you can't resist the temptation last time. (: And was suppose to meet Jianyong for swimming and i cancel it. sry.. will meet up wif u soon.. maybe weekends ba. ^^ hahaa

More plans for my weekends woot.. so looking forwards to the gathering session. muacksss

ok i will uploads these pictures when Kim send to me muhahahahaha .....

-end off- =)

2008-09-14T21:44:00.002+08:00

Let me update on my wonderful weekends~~

haha... Friday went dinner + Bowling with jackson at kallang leisure plus afternoon lesson before that. Tot wanna go catch a movie but a bit tired so we called it a day.

Saturday was a super workout day. haa.. went ECP with my classmates (Brenda,richy,eileen,weiyi and bernard) for cycling. We cycle from Ecp to changi and back. haha.. woot~~ After that i cannot even stand properly. luckily i still manage to drive back.

Sunday (today) went swimming at Hougang pool with my cousin.. haha.. i can't believe it, consequenely exercise for 3days.. and im still planning for blading tmr after school .. woot~!!
hahaha i love my sporty days.. hahaha.. i wanna keep fit ...

so tired now.. hope that tmr dun rain.. =)

-Nights-

2008-09-12T12:15:00.006+08:00

I seems so busy recently but don't know busy with what also.
Lazy to update too.. reached home would be damn tired already.
Tml got seminars to attend somemore. Will die anot? hahaaa....

I think i shall just post up the random pictures taken during the malaysia trip and my cousin wedding~~

I feel like i'm getting sick soon.. =( lolss..

2008-09-06T23:59:00.004+08:00

I shall do a quick post.. gonna catch some sleep and departing to malaysia tmr morning at 5am, time check and its 12am now.. lolss. =)

Went to Kimberly's 21st birthday party just now.. haa.. it was a surprise party that we gave her.. haa i sure she enjoyed it lots.. haa... My forever best friend ^^ forever got lots of jokes to crap.. love u and Jo lotss ~~

After that went over to play mahjong at my grandma house and i lost $16.. hais... ok wadever it is..

i will post up the pictures taken at Kim's party.

Happy 21st Birthday Kim !!! ~~~

yawnz

2008-09-03T16:43:00.006+08:00

Finally got some time to update my blog today.

Hmm well have been real busy lately due to many birthday parties and gathering to attend. And was busying helping my cousin to prepare his wedding this coming Sunday. haa... =]

Too much to update but i will make it short here cos im damn tired now and i think the weather is making me lazy everyday... hahaha...

Celebrate Weiguang birthday last wedneday at Absolute Haven( its a super romantic restaurant) haa... its also a catch up session with our old maple friends haha... eugene, and gf, hanwei,clarence,bernard,weiguang and myself. haa i guess we all enjoyed ourselves ba =)

Thurday was suppose to meet Pinghui to comex fair but when i drove there the carparks all full and it was a mess there.. so i ended up pangseh him but i made up for him on friday lorr. haha ^^ thks for understanding.. lolsss...

Weekends was mahjong all the way.. haa...

Met up with weiwen ytd to town and we watched Wall-E at night haha... it was a bit boring but overall was normal only.
Bought a dress at FarEast for my cousin wedding dinner.. and i went to rebond my hair ytd too .. and i just realize i spend more than 200SGD in a day. haiss.. now im broke again...

May be meeting weiwen again tmr to watch forgetting sarah marshall.. lala. =)
Planning for another Genting Trip again end of the month.. so looking forward to it.. hope i dun spend so much over there again...

Wow .. i just remb this month a lot of birthday babies aso !! TOday is Joey birthday.. happy bday Joey !! haha .. and sept 5th wanling 21st, 7th sept wedding dinner, 8th sept Kim's 21st birthday & Jackson... and many more to recall!! hahaha

-End off with my random posting of photos-
~~~

2008-08-27T12:10:00.002+08:00

Im suffering from muscle ache on my legs after jogging on monday evening with Yan. It got worst today until i got difficulty going up and down the stairs. Haiss so i guess i won't be able to jog again today, postpone it to friday then. lol.

Went town with weiwen ytd to get his levis jeans and i got my new bag too. haha... The days with him is always lively. =) oh well... he has gone to genting today le .. haha now im so lonely. muhaha
But i think we will go overseas tgt again in Nov ba..

Yesterday was Weiguang's bday aso but we didn't managed to celebrate for him ytd becos i'm not free !! muhahaha sorry peepss.. i will plan one for today or tmr.
Gonna start giving tution this afternoon at farrer park. 8lessons for SGD200. haha... i hope i will learn to love my job. Really really hope so.

so boring one... my phone will only be ready by friday.. hais.. i will sure take super good care of it man. haha...

Stupid weather everyday make me so restless... idiot.. haa...

-End off-

2008-08-25T12:13:00.004+08:00

Yes.. Im so happy.. hahaha attended weiwen's 21st party yesterday and i did so many things which is mission impossible to me.
Imagine i drove from Kallang -> Cck-> Hougang -> Yck-> kallang, and i never lost my way there. The only thing i nv do is that i didn't send weiwen friend back to Yishun. haha.. haha sry friendz! And i managed to park my first parallels parking below Weiwen house without error. And now it become mission possible. haha... i still can't believe that. wow.. all thks to dear weiwen lorr haha...
After all i enjoyed my day there and plus i got to know new friends.. haha.. everyone's so nice and friendly and funny. lol.. =)

Anyway even before i finish the 21st party of weiwen, i rec'd another invitation to my buddy's 21st party next week. lol... "Bikini party" hahaha... and that night im leaving to Malaysia but i will still attend ya.. haha.. cos u attended mine and u even reached the earliest. Lve u lotss...

Meeting bernard for lunch at lavendar + collect passport then gonna go sch to hand in my project synopsis paper later becos we delayed the deadline which is suppose to be on friday. haha... i really hope that i won't regret on what i've chose.

Happy 21st Birthday to my dearest Weiwen =)

[ Photos with weiwen's camera. lol and i guess no need to upload ba. nth much. LOL !!! lalala]

-End off-

2008-08-23T21:26:00.007+08:00

oh well haven blog for 3 days...
Let me recall abit ..

Oh wednesday went dinner at PS manhanttan fish market with 8 of my classmates, hahaha... after that attended project presentation trial. I hate project. haiss. but lucky i got andy to help me woo.. thks alot. haa..

thursday when to meet andy to ask him stuff abt my proj. so finally i decided to do on Corporate governance. treated him dinner at centrepoint Soup resturant. haha.. then went for pool session at meridian. Of cos he won again la.. haha so sad.. but i think i play wif him im improving. haha

Friday went bugis after school with ber den met up with ken and gf to eat dinner tgt.. had dinner at Honguo some hongkong food ba. not bad e food. haha... after that went to shop abit den went home... hahaha..

I think now my life is just abt project and project. imagine even sat i spend my time in e library. i gave up e time on gathering wif my friends. hais... so today had dinner at bugis again with bernard and carven.. haha.. we ate japan food-shukodu. And wtf i think i really suay until nth to say.. i lost my cashcard that i just top up with $30 becos i suspect the carpark charges would be quite expensive after parking there for 4hrs plus... nb i so tulan... today for nth i just spend 80bucks. somemore that cashcard is my dad's one. lol... T.T !!!!!!! i really dun know what happen to me la.

Drvie on the road aso like anytime gonna get accident like that. hahaha.... Haiss.. ok tmr gotta attend weiwen 21st birthday at CCK ! omgg.. am i really gonna drive there alone? shitt i think i cfm lost my way... sibei sian.. finally got him a present today.. hahaha... Tired... stupid weather.. lol. Im getting broke now everyday eat good food and no income at all... and im still oweing debts ahahaha.... idiot. hate it when life is without money. i wanna work. who wanna intro me job? help me plss.. hahaha..

-End off-

2008-08-20T11:01:00.002+08:00

Horocopes - Aries
:: When everyone around you is rushing around, today, you won't be able to resist the urge to rush around with them, which means that you're going to have a day full of lively activity. Make sure you have a good breakfast -- and a good attitude! The morning might start off slowly, but once things get set into place and agendas get finalized, you can expect a lot of energy to be swirling all around you. Jump right into the middle of it, even if you're not sure what your role will be. ::

How come it always seem so true about my horoscopes. Its scary... haa.. im indeed having a damn busy day today. Full day lesson at 2 different places till 10pm.. which aso means we got to rush from queenstown to douby ghaut for evening lesson plus dinner in bwt. haha..

this is amazing, but of cos not always but most the time its correct. my luck, my activities.. everything that gonna happen in my life.. it reflects there.. ahaha..
Im very very headache about my final year project.. haiss.. friday is the date due for the submission of project topic but i still don't know what to choose.. omgg... ):

God please guide me along.. i need you help urgently. Amen.

2008-08-19T20:56:00.003+08:00

Low morale

My New phone ( SE G900) i bought on friday SPOILED !!! The power cannot on. doubt me why.
I damn sad now.. hope that by this week my phone will be back. i miss my phone.
Haiss.. thks ber for accompanying me to the service centre (:

This week is a busy busy week... and next week will be my school holiday again. muhahaha... which means i will be slacking again !! yes again.. i hate slacking life.. now i feel like going to work to earn some money for my Japan trip.. haa..

Ok dun feel like typing anymore... my eyes are closing liaooo... haha...

Nights

2008-08-16T13:15:00.003+08:00

Update Update!!

Summaries everything cos im lazy to type too much , am so tired now becos im lack of sleep all thanks to weiwen...LOL =( anyway...
Thurday met up with andy for pool and so i won him but i think he let me win one so ya... hahaha
Watch Olympic basketball on USA vs Greece, im so in love with the US team its the over all team spirit thingy la. haha... mis those days of sports.. hais.

Ok yesterday morning drove down to TM to get my new starhub line and Phone. Yes la i finally get e phone i wanted.. hahaha SE G900. hmmm oh well every phone got flaws too so i cannot regret. i will learn to love my phone like wat weiwen told me to do. hahaha... so now i got unlimited SMS, damn shiok dun have to control my sms anymore hahahaha... after tt i rush like fuk back home to put e car den take train to sch.. hais. why cos my dad need to use the car. haa.. den i was late for sch which is like for sure. haa..

hmmm today gonna go SK to get stuff from Jason and otw fetch ber to sk too. maybe we will go for some makan session tgt im not sure. everything not cfm. so tired now !! slept at 4.30am ytd my gosh hahahahaa....(details nt to be declare) =P

tmr i hope there will be sun so tt i can go swimming, woow... so long nv swim alr.. partly cos im lazy, hahaha... alritee.. gtg.. (:

(Why am i so emo again after talking to jeremy on the phone ytd? LOL slap myself . damn it . it sux !!! ok! )
Ciao~

2008-08-12T21:01:00.004+08:00

Raining day: Mood = low morale, no life, lazy ++.....
How come? everyone ard me complaining tired. haha... what has life become? my god.
Tennis was cancel again today due to the stupid weather. i tot i can finally go do some sport when my toe is recovering. ok whatever. no mood to even blog.

Went Ber's place for suana after school ytd with one eyes half blind( dun wanna go into details.)
Then went PS to makan dinner+ Moive ( I love guru) with Andy ~~ haha... i dun know why, but he can just make my day tot i was really damn tired ytd after something suay happen to me.. i tot i was alr half dead.. but i was alive again after toking to him. thks man...

anyway.. school started but its real bored.. no mood to go school not sure why, i think cos last term alr. den gonna miss all e fun as a student. i dun wan that. and lessons so slacky. haha... ok whatever. i gonna end here. no mood no mood, damn it. sad i did something i felt so bad now. hais. sorry ber.

2008-08-10T21:21:00.002+08:00

*Piss Off* !!! I seriously damn pissed with drivers that don't signal when they wanna cut out. knn. damn tulan. so many times i need to jam brake cos they happy happy cut out without signal. another stupid red plate Toyota Wish wanna cut into my lane without checking at all when he is just BESIDE me?!!! wtf. i ji tao tio stunned! i was shock for a seconds or two. i dun know what to say man.. my goshhhhh

I think im damn lack of patient lol i chiong red traffice 3times today until i scare. somemore driving can make me angry and tired lol. i think i hate driving now... pls next time dun ask me to drive ...

Met ray at hougang mall just now, accompy me to change my watch battery, den we went plaza to play abit of pool... hais... Ray pls give me some chance la. wahlao.. den he play until like so damn serious.. we didn't talk at all through out the games.. until i felt damn bored.. Win liao so no money take.. " Why so serious?" hahahaha...

went grandma house for dinner.. so that ends the day... watching MANCHESTER UTD vs PORTSMOUTH now.. haha...

One last stuff to include, Played Manhjong ytd and won $10 haha.. Why does ppl always ask me to treat when i win mahjong?? hahaha... mahjong is my job leii i wanna win and save for my Japan trip lorr.. sian... ok lah joking i will still treat (depends on who not everyone!!) =p

End off............

2008-08-10T13:08:00.009+08:00

Ok here are some of the photos taken during the Genting Trip (Eileen just send it to me)
[30/06/08-03/07/08]

2008-08-09T12:31:00.004+08:00

Happy 21st Birthday to LiQin & LiXian. My beloved twins. (: friends ever since secondary 1, we did lots of crap tgt and and we join band tgt. every single memories i will remb =) Friends forever !!!!

Fetch peifeng at kallang and we both head to Attend their birthday party at east coast Island resort ytd. (08/08/08) what a nice date.. Somehow or rather i suppose to go meet ber at SK but he is a DUCK ! u duckling.. lol.. dun dare to go with me? i swear i won't intro u anymore gals alr. lol.. damn weak lei... Always dare to say but dun dare to action. kns. intro u, u dun wan, den didi kp say i nv intro u. haiss.. Im disappointed. ok i think he's just faithful.. becos he is not a born buaya like all his friends.. hahahaha... ber and leone is always the most faithful guys friend i ever have. but sometimes faithful dun worth anything.. so ya no point dun buaya.. hahaha... hmmm so ya... everything was fun at the chalet.. chat up quite alot wif Pf about working society. omg i hate to go work. working sux, life become routine and meaningless..even till now im not sure wat i wana work as. accountant/auditor? haiss.. life's so hard.. i wanna go take ACCA nxt yr.. but wtf i heard that 1 paper cost abt 1k? nb if fail den GG alr lor? i dun know, now my life is like shit. graduating and yet i cannot find any goal in my future life. all my friends around me are working alr.. and im still slacking so ya being a student is still the best ever. i swear.. just that dun have much money to spend but after all its still the best. I think i just typed alot of nonsense... this few days i've been feeling down i think cos i slack at home for too long.. i felt better today... another fresh new day ahead of me. gonna enjoy myself today... waiting for mahjong kakis... hahaha.....

Plans for the week :
Today - mahjong / watch fireworks
Sunday - Swimming at hougang
Monday - school start/ gym and suana wif ber after sch
Tuesday - tennis / sch.
Wed - to be plan again. I love the busy busy plans ( : tata ~~

(more pictures to upload after Qin send me ) cheers ^^

2008-08-07T18:14:00.005+08:00

My horoscopes for the day - Aries

:: You'll easily be able to keep all of your emotions in check today, no matter what kind of hassle you have to deal with. Traffic woes won't worry you in the least -- you'll have great music on the radio to keep you happy. Grouchy co-workers won't even bug you, because you'll be content to just do your work and do it well. The outside world simply has no pull with you, right now! There's a calmness and clarity inside of you that keeps you on an even keel. ::

which i felt quite true for today. i got quite emotional when i was chatting wif andy and aso bernard. im not sure why i felt that way. i want to know the reason too. i didn't say out but i think they can feel it ba. The way andy tok to me, makes me think of matthew. i think im dumb.. just to trust how people treat me and i believed whatever they say. Bernard know me well.. im really stupid when i fall in love. my brain go the wrong direction and become to dependent. now i know so i will try to aviod that. but i think its useless. haiss... why like tt... i tot e feeling is gone but actually im lying to myself.. i was just hiding the feeling in me. someone so perfect to forget.

I'm just glad that Bernard is always there for me regardless of what happen. i know i can trust him,thou i always argue with him, scold him.. but i dun mean it. :) I lve you deep deep. haa... bleah.. thks. We will go renew our passport tgt nxt week...

Well... its Qin & xian's 21st Birthday tml wor... haha... gotta go down to east coast coata sand... i think i will be driving cos its damn far inside... i dun mind taking cab in, but cfm no cab to go out.. hahahaha.... unless there's someone willing to be my driver.. someone i know he will... but aiya i dun wanna make use of ppl for nothing. take for granted.

Oh andy wants my Macdonald Basketball cup!! haha... hope tt i will remb to pass u.. if not i can help u to keep it with me forever... lol.. take ur heart away and put into the cup! hahaha ( ok joking la) ... =P

Im damn bored... stupid rain make me cannot go out to meet weiwen.. hahaha.. sry got to pangseh u again -.- .....

dinner time~~~ tataa

2008-08-06T23:30:00.003+08:00

finally finish watching 凤凰四重奏 (Hk drama) online .. just finishing bathing and decided to update my blog... school gonna start real soon and i found out that haven been spending my time wisely during the break. when sch starts, i think it gonna be a very busy sem. got my final year project to do and exam during the way. anyway last sem so ya gotta buck up. yeah.. then i can go to my Japan trip in Jan 2009 le. so looking forward to it. haa chatting wif bernard just now, he's so afriad that i might get attach den left him alone for the trip. lol... i told him impossible.. even if i were to get attach i will still go with him one.. cos he's my dearest partner ever. lol.. we did lots of shits/funny stuff tgt so how can i leave u alone?? haaaa.....

Alright.. went to meet Andy ytd at town after his work. Ate dinner at ichiban Centrepoint. finally after so long we met up.. lol... ( of cos there's some reason behind it) haa ok so after that we went to meridian to play pool... haha its really fun playing with him. finally i met someone after Ivan who is so pro in pool... he won me in every single game we played!!! hais.. lol... we play for like 2 hours plus.. and i woke up with muscle ache on my arms... llol..... ok la.. i enjoyed my evening with andy... really glad i got to know such friend... hope that we continue to meet up more often.. lol.... ( Hope u're not reading this blog) hahaha...... Andy ar andy... our conversation in msn can make me laugh none stop alr... =] cheers

Ok end here... my eyes are damn tired!!! tired... lol... nights.. ;)

2008-08-04T11:55:00.003+08:00

Friday.
hmm went Expo for Natas fair to check out the pricing for our Grad trip to Japan. hahaha. The bloody queue is so damn long. anyway.. everything aso need to queue. wanna ask on e pricing aso must queue. anyway, after that we (Me,bernard, brenda, richmond, eileen and weiyi) head over to Pasir ris downtown to watch The Mummy. haha.. quite a nice show indeed. haha... after show went for dinner den headed back home. was quite tired actually. lol.....

Saturday.
Stayed home for the day. PAngseh my friend becos i was late so dun wanna go alr. Sorry. ^^

Sunday.
Ooo... Make payment for our japan trip Its Confirm alr. haha.. Suppose to meet them at expo 3.30pm but again im late. BEcause i got to fetch my bro to soccer and buy food for my mum.Plus expo carpark full. so i waited for like 15mins for a lot. zzz. so ya... super rush for me and nearly kanna accident ok! wtf. im shock man. lucky im safe !!! thanks god. So ya e total trip cost 2.3k. GG 8D6N Japan +shanghai. LOL.... gotta go check whethere my passport still got 1yr valid anot.
Im so tired tired. drove ard today until my brain like dead. lol...

End off here.

2008-07-31T18:46:00.005+08:00

Yesh!! my exam is finally over.. Its over !! haha so happy. Time to relax till 11 Aug before my school reopen.

Alright went Dinner @ AMK street 22, blk 233 for Crabs with Brenda,richmond,bernard and ken. Ok its recommended to my friends... the crabs and the side dishes there are all not bad. but i didn't really eat much cos im sick and taste barely nothing. haha.... Luckily bernard drove if not i dun know how am i suppose to get there. haha... But as usual we was late for like 30mins. haha

i was suppose to meet jason after dinner for some coffee session but he got something on last min so the plan was canceled. So, the 5 of us decided to go and catch Money not enough 2 @2330 at Cineleisure cathay. haa. We bought the tickets ard 2200 but we still get first row! my gosh.. so we went for a few rounds of pool before the movie starts. haa.... Anyway after the show, my body like numb alr. lol cos of the seats..

So after that we headed home cos everyone was tired alr, obviously bernard have to send me home cos we stay like 10mins apart from eachother. And the most funniest thingy is that he park his car at the open carpark opposite cineleisure, so when we went collect the car, i was wondering why his car got so many bird shit, and is seriously damn alot. i think more than 10 all over. So i asked him, eh why ur car so many bird shit ar? then his reaction was like -Huh? WTF wat happen?zzz LOL. i laugh until pengzz. i faster get in e car before i kanna bird shit on my head aso. so he had look ard for petrol station car wash hoping that its still open if not he have to manually wash liao. haa... cos there was more than 5 bird shit in the front screen. lol. ok so he found one shell opp Sk plaza.. haha. so of cos he is so happy happy ! haha ...

Reach home ard 2plus am. bath den sms , slp abt 3am. hais... now im really shag.. was at home e whole day today stoning in front of the com watching online movies. den fall aslp till 7pm woke up for dinner. haha....

alrite tmr going suntec for natas fair... den after that either going to Timbre if not den meet weiwen. haa... im suppose to watch mummy wif him... make it nxt week ba. Miss ya ^^ hoho...

2008-07-27T20:10:00.007+08:00

nothing much to update about. Met up weiwen and ryan to study at Tanjong pagar starbuck on friday. haa... diff sch but still can study tgt . not bad. haa..... ok but nv really study much cos talk and stare and day dream. lol.... so sian. last paper on wed global business environment. i told my friends my exam need to write at least 3 pages for 1 qns all their reaction is like wtf. lol.. tt's y i so stressed up. if its easy to pass i dun think i need to study until like a mad woman. So after that we went to the lao pa seah for dinner or is it my lunch and dinner . lol.... but oni me and weiwen eat lor.. haha ryan disappeared half way to talk to his friends... haa... e price there are cheater. cheat my money. haa... 20 sticks satay for $12. and 1 can of green tea for $1.70. zzz.

Oh well have been hunted by some soul this few days. this bloody bastard is someone that stole my personal information from starhub customer service at funan. and he sms me and asked me to be his friend. after sms-ing him abit i found out that he is quite a idiot and he ask me to be his gf when i dun even knw him more than 1 day. and he wanna care and know all my personal stuffs. asking me out when i alr told him i not free cos exam period, he dun understand my language. so i stop sms-ing him cos i dun wanna any misunderstanding. BUt he still dun understand my signal to him when i alr stop contacting him. he still wanna spam my phone day and night. He even tried to ask me out today for movie where i alr nv reply his sms for e past 2days. which i think he really is a sicko. pervert. idiotic. I nv seen such a retarded or stupid bastard in my life before. seriously where got guys so thick skin one? no ego at all. and still got e cheek to ask whether am i angry cos he took my number without my permission. If he continue to spam my phone after today i gonna complain him to starhub for taking customer's peronsal information. this msg is for you Mr Ben! read this properly. bitch!

Seriusly u're turning me off. make me so sick of ur name appearing in my phone. i dun wanna be a friend of your's. read this! my gosh. wanna puke seriously. ok dun wanna mention his name ever after today.
hmmm...... went mahjong ytd and i lost. sian... Doing plans for movie with weiwen after my exam. wanna watch batman wif him again, and the mummy. lol... maybe red cliff aso, wadever... dun know le. maybe money not enough 2. haa... cos his exam coming also.. good luck ba. =) Good luck to myself and my beloved classmates.

2008-07-24T21:20:00.003+08:00

im here to update my blog.. am currently updating with my laptop. yeah.. so shiok sia. hahaha....

ok finish my 3rd paper today, erm i think this term i did very badly for all my papers. i dun know why, just dun have the mood to study. why why.. haha.. so i must put in all my effort in my last paper nxt wed. i must make it. i will nv lose to you!! some asrehole.

have been fixing my internet connection for the past 3 days. and finally got a router today so everything is do. hoho... so happy.

hmmm im actually quite irritated by someone... that someone juz dun understand the meaning of " im having exam so won't be free to go out tt often ." i alr say till so clear, but he just so fuking irritating and keep asking when r u free, when r u free? LOL... i think he is just dumb. stil wanna ask me got chance to be my boyfriend. wtf =) i just reply directly NO! lol... and he wanna ask why again. zzz im so fuking piss off and wanna ask him, r u deaf or wat. everything i do need a reason to support? lol.. some ppl in the world is just damn wu liao.. so can' t be blamed.

ok shld be meeting weiwen tmr to study or wat ba.. suppose to meet him today by i didn't go cos was quite tired alr. sorry dude =) he's a nice guy. haa

( quite alot of stuff didn't include inside like dinner with ken and bernard at suntec. bla bla.. ) cos to much to write. lol.....

ok here the picture of my lappy. ^^

2008-07-19T20:43:00.002+08:00

Managed to take my laziness one side to update on my blog. cos i felt like its gonna rot away. lol.
Oh well... have been busy studying for e past weeks. Cleared my Contemporary Accounting paper last wed, quite sad that i actually made some mistake which are not suppose to be made. sobs.

3 more paper to clear till 30 July. still a long way more. hoho.. but well still went out for chat up session with Weiwen and yan last week. haha.. Watch Wanted with wenwei, and Batman Dark Knight today at downtown with yan. haha.... wanted was damn nice, Dark Knight was ok too.. =)
Ok downtown east shopping center to nothing for me to shop sia. so small.. 1 level less den 10 store. gosh.. bought a slipper today to let my Brikenstock sandal take a rest.
Had revision class this morning at DG. ok nearly quarrel with bernard but i will bear. chill.... haa.

wanna comment on one thingy, i can't believe that my horoscope is so actual.
:: Keep busy in the morning, but make sure to save some time this afternoon so you can daydream about your future. It might sound silly to schedule in some fantasy time, but it's not. Your imagination and creativity require maintenance, and today you will have the time you need to do it. Think about where you want to go next in a new relationship -- the future for you two will be greatly influenced by what you want it to be, so start imagining things in as much detail as possible. ::

I was still talking to Jason ytd about our future. planning this and that. but i did comment on one thing is that no one can assure forever lasting relationship. even if u were to get married, people still separate from marriage. so what if you bear the kid of his, does not means that he will marry you. even if he does, the relationship will not last long if there's no real love. I dun really wanna plan much hope on my future because i still dun see much of my future down the road still. Normally wat you plan for, you won't get wat you actually want. chim right.!! haha but tt's my thinking. My boyfriend doesn't means that he will be my future hubby. Dun put too much hope on something before you know nothing you're hurting yourself.

okay too much of the crap. I just love to talk to Jason ! Weiwen too! esp weiwen he can really make my day. laugh until i wanna roll on e floor. tears of joy. lol... im gonna change my plan to starhub with umlimited sms alr, if not my bill comes, i think it gonna bust. den i can sms Weiwen 24hrs. lol...

alrite.. i gonna eat durian already. den start my revision. but im feeling restless. so tired from shopping just now.lol...

tata~~

2008-07-11T23:21:00.004+08:00

Oh yeah... nothing much happen.. study and study.. Went to sch ytd to study, after that me, bernard, richmond and brenda went timbre for dinner + chill. haa

Well my recommendation was not bad after all. the food there was nice !! esp the pizza .. most popular dish there. total bill of $124. lol... + beers too. bernard liquor level is damn lousy haha... drink 1 mouth only face red liao.

Decided to go there again after exam. tmr Wj jio timbre gathering aso but im not sure whether im going anot.. cos exam period leii sian. later relax too much no mood to study. haha...

Ohh weekend coming... wed exam.. hais. monday gonna meet weiwen for dinner. haa.. my long lost contact friend.!! a friend that i'll nv forget.. e memories we had 3years back at robinson.. so fun. haha!!
PS: some conflicts is happen around me.. lol.. its bad. cannot imagine our friend is actually like that. pls dun judge a person by its cover. We all are disappointed. hais.. such a failure. GG!! lol.... bad bad.. no comment seriously. STUDY hard people!!! (:

well... sian.. gonna sleep soon lee... brain over work for the day!! Nights !!!

My horoscope for the day :: Aries ::
:: It's not possible to have everyone like you in life. Sure, you know this intellectually, but emotionally it can be hard to accept the fact that not everyone is your fan -- especially today, when you miss out on something fun. If you're struggling to stay cheerful about this, just keep concentrating on the fact that the world has to accept you for who you are. The more you compromise in order to win people over, the less genuine you are. ::

Cheers ^^

2008-07-10T12:25:00.002+08:00

yawn... what a boring day.. mugging and mugging. i can't wait for exam to be over.. i wanna go outt!!!
I feel so bad for turning people down for dinner and shopping. sorry guys.. i will be free soon. lol. lots of plan in mind but cannot be done now. but i think this sat i will still go out with yan for movie.. wanna go downtown east cathay!! hooo...

Gonna go school to study at 2pm lata... time check, its 12.30pm now. haven eat lunch yet. haiss.. suddenly im thinking of MK !! why.. im so sad+ emo !!

那样真心
与你聊不完的曾经
而我已经分不清
你是友情
还是错过的爱情....

this describe my feeling now. im not sure and im confuse. how come things turn out to be like this? tot i already made a decision and now suddenly im not sure anymore. not sure who am i. what's surrounding me. but there's one thing for sure that we cannot be tgt regardless of what. cause everything is just too late. from the start its alr wrong.!!

That is why i chose to take a step back and stop contacting him. i dun even wanna be a friend to you. i dun wanna things to get mess up again. 1 person get hurts better than two.

Hoping for things to get better. got thousands of why in my mind now. but it does not matter anymore. not now not anymore!! everything become memory and past. Waiting for the bright future ahead. Im not gonna let this affect my mood to study for exam.

thank god i've got lots of friends to be there for me. esp jason he is my hmmm bestie?? haa..
ok gotta go to prepare le.. meeting Kim for lunch opposite school. tata~~

2008-07-07T11:26:00.002+08:00

Enough said and nothing has been done. My revision for my exam. i've yet to study!!
Im gonna start studying today. this moment. lol. stop asking me out my dear friends... we meet up after 30july k? hooo....

Eh now im planning on another trip to either redang or bintan during August. yesh!!!

ok gonna go school for revision group at 1pm.. quite shag this morning.. went to tamp mall to return the cable box and chat up abit with jackson. haa he is still as handsome. 'bleah'

i think i love you~
爱就是这样couse i miss you～
喜欢你善良陪你去逛逛
会偶尔吵架
吵累了说贴心的话
i'm falling for you～
爱就是这样now i need you
想等你放假
要一起分享今晚的星光
当你说要守护幸福
不打烊～

Delicated to someone whom i truly love now and always. ...

2008-07-06T11:22:00.002+08:00

ok back to blogging, think im lagging damn badly ... Back from genting 2days liao but im still freaking tired. that's why i didn't update when i was back on thur night. fri and sat i slept whole day, until today finally i feel abit awake. lol.. i think i damn weak. haiss... well shall post on wat happened in Genting for 3days..

Day1 in Genting Highland:
Reach @ 5.30am, ate Mac for breakfast... i didn't sleep in the bus so i my brain wasn't working and body all damn tired. so im damn restless lorr.. The rest managed to slp in the bus. After that we have to wait for the hotel to check in time at 1pm so we went to Casino to spend the morning there. Managed to find a table playing Big Small with no ppl playing, so the 6 of us play in that table. haha... Omg i won like 300Rm but i was greedy, i continue to play hoping to win more, so in the end i lost all !!! my gosh.. after that we Went to the theme park around 10am, the ticket cost us 51RM each !! haa.. the stuff there is just damn expensive laa... so we played, enjoyed .. yeah... i didn't really enjoy cos i was too shag already, got a feeling im gonna get sick .. so i didn't play some of the rides.
Went back to the hotel lobby to check in around 2pm.. wow finally got our room le.. went to wash up den head for lunch... Everything there is expensive man.. after that they went to the theme park to continue but me and dallen didn't follow cos we got nth to play liao. I hurt my toe after finish watching the 4D movie.. wahlao.. damn pain the nail came off half.. so i was force to go to see the doctor there and pluck it off! lol!!! i nearly cried but NEver! haaa.... guess how much was the fee? 120RM for one toe nail . zzz.... wahlao eh Went back to hotel to rest till dinner time. den ok im alive again after e nap.
Went to the Pub there called Club 9- we play , we drink, we laugh , we enjoyed! brenda was drunk for that night. hohooo... slept around 3am.

Day 2:
We had Dim sum for breakfast.. ok this meal is quite cheap. eileen and weeyi cannot wake up lol so e 4 of us went, total bill 90RM so still ok wat.. haa... after that we went to walk around.. went Casino again for the whole afternoon.. hahaa... i knew that i got no luck that day but i still play, so i lost !! expected. after that met up with eileen den we went for dinner at some mushroom farm, weeyi's mum treat us.(: Went to the KTV there, ok damn expensive again... 70Rm per pax... wahlao for 3hours only. lol.. kns. ok after that went to the Disco there, cover charge 25RM each + 1 drink. everything need money. ok wow it was damn shiok, fun.. haa we dance, we play, we drink lots.. 1 jug 72Rm ? wtf. we ordered 2 jug + another 5 bottle of beer. nobody was drunk tt night. survival. lol.. after that we all was damn shag liao but we still head to the casino to gamble and try our luck. lol. ok so i won tt night.. played till 6am lei wahlao.. have to book out at 12pm that morning. but well over all was fun la.. =))

Day 3:
Ohh last day le.. going back at 1430 bus. woke up at 12pm haha.. super last min.. den eat brunch, follow by casino again !! i lost... so in e end i still lost, nv win back. i love the weather there. damn shiok lorr...
Hais.. i wanna plan for the next holiday again.. maybe august to Redang? haa... or bintan.. yeah..
im broke le.. i spend total around 700RM !!! for 3days 2nights. ok back to Singapore le. sian sian!! Reach singapore around 9.30pm so bloody late. haha.. den dallen's bro came to fetch us , went for dinner at lavendar den head back home. super tired until no strength to walk liao.

That's all for holiday.. now i need to tidy my mood for my exam le.. hais.. Wake up man!! haa..

:: pictures are with eileen and brenda.. will upload once i got e pictures:: Cheers

2008-06-27T12:54:00.004+08:00

Today is friday... haha... a day to hang and chill out. Let me see if i've got any plan? Up till now meeting up wif bernard to study abit of accounting at his place. Then dinner with Dallen location to be fixed. Then going to meet weijie at clarke Quay to get his PSP for my genting bus journey.. muahahah..... cos Dallen bringing his PSP so i need to get one to entertain myself aso...

Im getting worried about my exam.. i have not been studying or doing any revision. i dun know why. lots of temptation around me... i cannot afford to get a just passed grade. i need at least 60mks and above. dotss la..

so Sian... Clarence jio sat timbre again on sat.. haa.. not sure if im going might be having mahjong that night.. haha.... yawn.. and i finally complete watching the Hongkong show le. almost every esp to the ending i cried.. so emotional**

:: Love is from the heart, so regardless of what happen, you will always be in my heart. I will always be there for you, support you forever. I will help you with no conditions and in whatever ways i can. No complaints. Cheers!! ::

So cute!! (:

2008-06-25T13:20:00.003+08:00

Oh well... time to update my blog i guess. haha.. im slacking, obvious. haa... Have been watching the HongKong series non-stop until im lazy to update. 40 esp total.. think by tml will finish.. lol. Then i gonna catch the taiwan show 命中注定我爱 . wahaha.. exam coming but im still slacking.. haiss..

Genting trip confirm already..Made payment last mon at golden mile.. SGD 142.haa. Departing on Mon 30June 23:00, coming back on 3rdJuly 15:00. taking five start luxury bus. so i think will reach SG around 20:00.. Yan's leave wasn't approved so im going with Dallen and my classmates lorr. haha.. haisss..

Oh went to fetch bernard at Sengkang ytd to go bugis tgt.. haha.. wahlao so far sia.. to and fro more than half gap of petrol gone.. haaa.. Of cos im lazy to drive so ber drove from SK to bugis.. he aso say that Rush is not as good, pick up speed not good bla bla. hais.. Well well wat can i do? lol...
Passed by his block and memories flow back.. I look up his block and saw his room light on.. tot i will get to see him, but never.. he's out.. I dun think i will even get lost in Sengkang cos i've been there almost everyday for the past 1 and a half year. LOL...

Ok off to watch the show le.. muhahaha... trying to study too. Fixed my starhub Maxonline today.. so i'm getting the HP laptop on 21July. yeah !!

2008-06-21T14:52:00.002+08:00

Exam break start from today. haha... less than a month to my first paper on 16july contemporary Issues in Accounting paper, 22 July International finance, 24July International business and 30july Global business paper !! Don know how to cope. hahaaa... cos im still slacking lei. I need to control myself now, study hard and get good result!!

Went Mahjong after sch ytd cos meeting session with Wj's grp is canceled. haha played for 4hrs of mahjong with no win and no lose conclusion. hahaa at least we burned our time usefully ba. hahahaaaa.... Nothing much happen after that thou. When for supper again at Jln Kayu for prata.. see how am i going to slim down with all this temptation of food. hahaa...

Woke up with a bit of sore throat must be e heaty food i ate this few days and lack of water ba...
Aiya quite sad when Yan told me that he will only know whether his leave approve anot by tue. I hope that there's still availability for the coach and hotel ba hopefully his leave approved!! lol... Yawnz im tired. Think another session of Mahjong again today. Mahjong Queen yeah ? hahaa dun lose can liao.. everyday mahjong aso no problem babe !! haha...

Where's my Darling? lol... after this week i will stop going out when it is unnecessary lol .. den will enjoy again after 30july.. hoho... but hor need to plan for my Final year project le.. haiss... Stress man... sobs** Who will be there for me when im down? I know its you babyyy... my love.. haha..
Think i crazy already.

Watching the HongKong series on Tudou.com - 溏心风暴 . a very nice show am addicted to it. haha.. people catch it when ure free but i think SCV chnl 55 asp showing it liao. haha... Off to watch it. tata

2008-06-20T11:59:00.003+08:00

Ytd was a super shag Thursday. lol. Overslept for class at 9am, which means im late. lol.. class ended went lunch with the usual four of us opposite school hawker.
Went off to meet Xiang at Plaza singapore for movie, but the timing we wanted wasn't available. i didn't wan to catch the 3pm slot cos got class at 7pm. so we head to Meridian for pool session... Hmm ya admit that Xiang is quite good in pool cos he win me most of the time, but does not means that i dun know how to play lorr.. haha.. aiya but alot of things happen in between which i dun wanna go into details about it cos it really turn me off!! my gosh.. Only 2 ppl know what im toking aboout here. haha.. after that went home for a rest and dinner before going to school again. Wanted to drive but e road was jam so in e end i take MRT to sch. haiss...

After project briefing ended about 9pm.. i went to bugis to meet Yan for another session of pool at Pool fusion. lol.. i think im crazy about pool. oh nooooo.... but e charge at pool fusion is damn expensive la.. we played for like 1 hour- SGD 16.80. wtf? dots.. Then we went to Burger King for Supper cos long john close le. lol...
Hoping that Yan's leave will be approve by today then we can go Genting together with brenda,richmond, eileen and eileen's bf on 30th June till 3rd July!! i wanna go man... but haisss may god bless us. lol...... cos its quite a last min thingy.

Hmmm had been eating supper this few nights. which i think i gotta stop doing that if not im gonna get fat!!!! I was telling bernard, eh my jeans like getting tighter, den he reply me you know why? cos u getting fatter ! lol.. so sad.

Oh today last day of the term liao... Follow by study week till 16 July exam for 2 weeks den break till after national day for new term. hmm think the last term won;t be easy. Study hard ba everyone. lol....... time to go to school while waiting for yan's good new !! ^^ lol... tataaaa
Weijie jio dinner at novena square tonight with jh and suyeee.. lets see if im going not. cos class end at 4.30 lei so much free time in bwt. lol... wahaha if not den i go junction 8 to find weijie and laugh at him doing F1 promoter job LOL... bleah!

2008-06-17T22:42:00.003+08:00

oh well just got the mood to blog again today. finally today is a day that im free, nothing to do and worried about.

Went to Plaza singapore with Brenda,richmond and bernard after sch. cos richmond wanted to get the HTC diamond but out of stock le. So we went to Ice monster again. haa. i just love the ice there lor.. Ordered a Durian mixed Mango Regular de den share wif bernard. haa... but i prefer the mixed fruit one. (:

haiss.. Ytd wanted to sign up for the starhub Maxonline promo got free HP laptop lor !! per month oni $59 for 8mbp speed. BUt out of stock liao by e time i wanna go down. Fuck it. kan sad la... no luck. sian.

oh oh!! there is this someone making me very irritated now. i've got no idea why why u keep sms-ing me and asking me to call you. sometimes when u overdo something it will piss a person off k. give me some space of my own la. my gosh worst than my Bf !! i dun know what to say sia.
Until now sometimes my memories of him still flow back. i tot i can let go but some how its not totally erase from my mind. i just can't hide my feelings sia. why. tot i have not cried since a few months back liao. the feeling is just weird.
Note to someone :: There is this someone who is always damn good to me, giving me all the attention i needed. but im so sry that i cannot accept ur love. cos i know my heart won't be true to you. becos im still thinking of "him". i don know how long i need to forget him. Its so easy to create memory but its so difficult to delete it. Why. its so cruel. so im sorry if i made you sad or disappointed, cos i MIA for 2months to avoid you. LOL. i dun wan you to think that im giving you hope when im not. thks for everything that you have tried to make me happy. ^^ ::
A lot of my friends are telling me not to waste my time waiting for him. though i think im in e wrong the first place. Ya not as if no more guys for me to be with, but i just cannot let go ma. If i have a choice you think i wanna suffer myself? I just dun show it on my face how's my heart feeling does not means that im happy with all these that had be happening. Things just dun go your way, so it can't be force. Your name is Engrave on my heart already!!

In life nothing is ever prefect. even if it really does it won't last long. cos i encountered it before. i tot it would, but never. last less than 6months. Its artificial , fake !! i hate that feeling. Guys always have big ego. please dun trust whatever they say. They can lied to you without feeling guilty,like not their fault at all. haa. GUY are just simply bastards.(im stereotyping) :P lalala...

2008-06-17T12:11:00.002+08:00

oohh well changed my blog skin cos e previous one too small already e display page. lol. haiss but this is also not very nice, i will search for a better one.

Wanted to blog ytd, but was just super shag. Have been talking on the phone with Xiang till about 4am and wake up at 8am e next morning for sch.. shitt la.. cannot like tt anymore if not i will become a zombie. haha.. Aiya just alot of stuff have been happening. Dun know whether i wanna handle it or not. i can dun bother about it, but hmmm let me consider ba. Having a Bf is not wat i want at the moment. I wanna complete my studies and enjoy my single-hood life with all my friends. Yeah so freedom. Xiang you cannot so jealous one la. lol.. Lots more for u to understand me. (: Jealousy dun work in a relationship.

well... got tennis today hopefully it dun rain. and my toe i dun know whether i can wear shoes anot lei.. haven recover yet !! im so sad. damn it. cos of my toe i've stop all outdoor activities lor. No blading, no swimming, no jogging, no gym. omgggg........ and im growing fat. i cannot take it anymore.

Just completed my international finance management assignment, last min work.
Oppsss Aloysius birthday today sia.. I said i gonna treat him, so i will treat him. cos he got me a so freaking expensive birthday present by himself. Thk u so much ^^

Happy Birthday Aloysius !!! cheers.

2008-06-15T14:02:00.005+08:00

Alrite. Went to brenda's 21st birthday party at Aloha Loyang yesterday. Once again Happy Bithday !! hoho...

Hmm food was good, everything was fine. yeah. as usual some people still didn't make it to her party. Oopss i did late for 1hour ytd , sorry carven and bernard. hahaha....... we reach abt 8 plus, traffic condition all was damn terrible. no parking lots. LOL... Help bernard to shift his car cos his car jammed the way in and out. its stress to drive other ppl car haha.. i scare later i bang it. wahaha.... cos im still new ya..

well... after they left i stayed to play mahjong with melvin, andy and one more guy dun know his name but a damn joker guy. haha keep complaining cos i didn't feed him at all. i dun know why but i know i got e feel and luck to play ytd... hahaha.. hmmm im e biggest winner. yeah. siao liao everyday mahjong. reach home about 2am haa....

Okay time to do some homework. One more month to exam. GG. im damn slack. eh suppose to meet xiang today.. haven cfm wif him. i wanna mahjong again. lol. so tired now.. yeah i gonna change phone.. either LG viewty or Sony G900 hoooo... Starhub student plan got unlimited sms to all telecom. wow. shiok. i need that. cos my sms 1000 per month aso not enough LOL. and outgoing aso super over used. my goodness. haiss.

Ok gonna go find food for my lunch. No car for me to use today sian cos my dad gotta go meeting. knss.... tataaa

One more thing Happy belated Birthday Benny. haa sorry didn't met up with u all. haa. (: cheers.

2008-06-13T23:28:00.003+08:00

Ooo time to blog again. went IT fair ytd with my classmates, erm damn blooding crowded made me so pissed and headache. haha. walk till our legs all aching complaining tired LOL.. after that we went Gelare for tea break. haha... as usual tok rubbish here and there. After that went to grandma house for dinner. (:

Hais... Have been talking to Tian Xian this few days.. No comment on him seriously. Freaking pro in buaya. This is e fact. So whatever you say to me i won't believe. lol. even if u say u like me.. i think u're juz bull shitting ya? haa. OK alot of stuff about relationship have been happening around me.
Yan called me ytd night to find a solution about BGR . hais.. things that happened had happened, no point getting sad over it. Even if u're not happy with it, u cannot do anything to stop it. I understand how you felt cos i ever happened to me. And i damn believe in one thing is that in a relationship, there's always retribution. just beware. Serious cos i experienced it!! Dun play play with your partner. If not dun be sorry.
Aiya dun know why aso. Just let go and start all over again ba. *hugs*

Hmmm ok went town with weijie and Clarence today. Had fish &Co at centrepoint. Not really very nice, super oily. I prefer Manhattan fish martket. Wanted to catch movie, but nothing catch our eyes. so we went to Plaza singapore to eat dessert at Ice monster. Wa not bad lei e dessert. haha tot quite Expensive but worth ba. hoho... weijie treat again. Hmm yaya after that went serangoon for mahjong.. Eh dun know why but now adays my luck is damn suay. keep losing. no matter how good is my tales, i cannot game. wtf. sad...........................

Tired. off to bed. Going to brenda's birthday tmr.. (: tata..

Mixed fruit mango @ Ice monster !!

2008-06-11T11:56:00.003+08:00

Wooo raining days are nice to sleep, make me so lazy.
Wahlao, stupid Xiang keep bombing my phone. early morning ask me wake up. he's jealous that i can sleep till so late. lol. You're a Zhu !! angry ** anyway Happy belated birthday !! ♥
orh ytd tennis canceled. so sian lei dun feel like going sch. haa just updated by benny that this sat is his birthday . sat got brenda's birthday to attend too. hais. shall see how's thing goes.

I am now
In a world where I
Have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am

There's a heart that must be
Free to fly
That burns with a need to know
The reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think, how we feel?
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide?
I won't pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

2008-06-10T21:29:00.001+08:00

一辈子两个人在一起
你说要加个或许
不是你不喜欢甜言和蜜语
只是你比较实际
两个人一辈子不分离
你问我好在哪里
不是你不期待永恒的恋曲
你说最美的爱情叫做回应
为何连分手都不跟我争吵
撂下一句话就想逃跑
让我爱难平恨难消情难灭梦难了心难过
你却放手一了百了
离开我你说是为了我好
可知道这句话伤人不少
就算忘不了没有大不了
反正一切都不再重要
我的心既然你全都不了
何必再继续让彼此困扰
斩断纠缠的爱
从今就一了百了

2008-06-09T19:54:00.002+08:00

"Many things have change over the time. "
To love someone is to give the person freedom and trust and timeless of patience. ^^- my new phrase.

Well ~ lesson start at 9am today. fucking tired. Got gastric today, hais =(
Went lunch opposite school while waiting for ray and leone. By right suppose to have lunch with them but im too hungry to wait, so me and bernard ate first. haa. After that then the four of us went to kallang airport for our second lunch. LOL. We talk and laugh and joke lala.. haa so funny. i juz love to hang out with them. lol.

After that leone fetch me home. Then i sleep for like 4hours till 6plus wake up for dinner. but im still damn super tired leii... Did abit of account and manage to balance it. I gonna aim 90 mks for my Accounting. haa. My first class degree !!

Hmm ya, decided to go Japan next year January. Yeah. With me, bernard, brenda,richmond,eileen,weiyi. ( With leone as our tour guide) erm gonna start saving now for the trip. [ max 4k] lol. my buddy buddy, sleeping in e same room with ber? lol. ( to be comfirm again) If no money den Good Game!! hoo..

okay... this week is a busy week again. tmr got sch and tennis. wed and thur lesson till 5pm. Friday IT fair+ shopping, Sat brenda's 21st Birthday chalet + movie @ downtown east- Sex and the city. lol. yeah. Sunday mahjongggg.... earn back some allowance. Then i can treat bernard to Soup restaurant liao. Happy? lol.

Counting down 1 more month to exam. Study x100 !! stop gaming liao. lol.

2008-06-07T14:41:00.004+08:00

Hmm yeah. Faster update first before going out. if not dun know when will i be free again.
ok. let me think what happen the last few days. Nothing much i think . STM (short term memory) !!! Shit. Who pass this disease to me?
Went town with Weijie and Clarence ytd for dinner and movie. Was abit turn off before i left home cos of the movie tickets thingy. Imagine the show we watched is around 19:10 i tried to book it online around 14:00 and it only left with like front row seats. After we decided and booked, we got the front 4th row!! What the fish... In e end we watch Kung fu panda, cos What happen in vegas and Made of honor totally full house. Haiss...
Ok the Movie is funny and funny. lol. recommended. After movie dun know where to go. Cos where Clarence wanna go, weijie dun wan. Haha !! Decided to find a cafe to sit down and relax. BUt even cafes also full house. zzz. finally found a table at wisma starbucks. haa... Tok and tok. yeah... At least i did enjoy ytd. =) Planning for the next timbre outing clarence. lol.

Ok . Chatted wif Leslie ytd at MSN. The conversation was damn funny.

Leslie: Hi, how are you
Me: Erm fine. Who remb who am i ??
Leslie: ya of cos. you're wendy lim right?
Me: LOL !!! Wrong !! still say remb me.
Leslie: haha. i got 4 friend name wendy.sorry.
Me: nah its ok. expected ya.

Haha... Peng.. see la. so sad. anyhow bomb one surname. tt's why i know he sure forget me liao. still say remb. like only met once after 2 yrs i guess. tt's very funnny.i swear i laugh like crazy. hahaha den he ask me back whether i remb him meh. i said of cos la,i got good memory pls. i even remb how he look like pls. lol. hais. SMS-ing him now still. hahaha gonna head for mahjong now.

Finally able to clear my mind with all those rubbish that had be making me Emo for dun know how long liao.. Understand whats life and how to go ahead with life. Better do things fast before you regret in your life. At least i even tried to get what i want in life, so even if i didn't get you. i won't regret cos i even put in the effort. (:
Im not the one that want this to happen but its you. yeah? Chill.

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?

"A Fine Frenzy - Almost Lover"

2008-06-04T11:51:00.002+08:00

ok. Time to blog again. Suddenly i forgot when i last updated. Imagine Im having my 1 week study break again.next, 9th June start sch for 2 weeks den 23th june exam break all the way till Aug liao. lol. Haven really done any revision yet feel like slapping myself for being so slack. ):
Well... Sunday went to play mahjong as usual, won SGD 15. haa nothing special.
Monday went town with Weijie, im late again so he went to do his bank account first. haha. Eat Mac for lunch at centrepoint, Wj wanna get shirt so we went to Robinson haa joke and laugh all the way.
Head to Cineleisure, tot of watching movie, but yet again Selling Fast for most of the movie. WHy? cos School Holiday !!! kns. zzz So sad. Waiting to watch Sex and the city and kongfu Panda. haa !!
So we walk to taka to shop again. walk till my leg aching. Luckily wj carry my bag for me. haa. We planned to go for e IT fair next week, den sentosa on weekend. lolll....
Ok. Miss tennis ytd cos cannot reach in time so i decided not to go. ): first time skip lesson. The feeling is bad. Haven got e chance to wear my tennis skirt since i bought it 3weeks ago. Last week aso got no tennis lesson cos raining. haha. Now i think gonna rain again. So damn tired now. *Yawnz*

2008-06-01T11:44:00.008+08:00

Okay its time for me to update on my wonderful saturday. haha

Meet up session with clarence, weicong, (Weijie join us later the night with adrain)
Our plan was to watch Made of Honors but tickets all selling fast. i think watching movie during weekend is damn stupid. much more expensive plus have to squeeze with the crowd. ): Well since movie was cancalled, we decided to walk to Far east shopping center for dinner from Dodby ghout. Stop for pool at meridian awhile since its still early lol.
Dinner was at shashlik restaurant ( Russian food ) We ordered steak , Dessert was super delicious. lol. not able to find it outside. We had fun chatting , just a super great dinner ba.
After that decided to go Timbre (bistro) to chill, the live band there was great. The singer is so super good, sound so great.But the queue is so unbelievable, we queued for about 45mins. the queue was still super long even until about 11plus. So we decided to go there earlier the next time round to avoid the queue. haa.Weijie paid the bill for us. Thank you !! I should have order Martell. lol. =P
Shall upload some photos taken using weijie's camera. haha.
He send us Email with the title : Pls transfer some money to my bank account... since i'm posting this @ 459AM !!!! each photo 2 buck. >> LOL.

The Ice-cream cake with Rum over!

Ok finally Weijie in e Picture, hoho

Adrant,Clarence,weicong and Me (: (weijie extra!) LOL

Clarence and Weicong!

Sometimes when we touch!!

2008-05-29T23:49:00.000+08:00

You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
Id rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
In what you say or do
I'm only just beginning
To see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honestys too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I want to hold you till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through all the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
Im just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honestys too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I want to hold you till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times Id like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times Id like to break through
And hold you endlessly
At times I understand you
And I know how hard you try
I watched while love commands you
And Ive watched love pass you by
At times I think were drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
The honestys too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I want to hold ya till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides

2008-05-28T23:36:00.002+08:00

Yeah... after 5 days i'm back again. erm nothing much happen , so i dun see a reason to update.cos life's routine, school and home?seriously nth much. weekend just some hanging out session with old friends.
Learnt this phrase from Benny: " That's your problem? Don't make your problem become my problem!"
This is damn useful. haaa... you attach or wadever its not my problem. There's no such things like FairyTale Prince in this world. So what even if you were really one. It won't last forever.You can go ahead and act like one. so, its time for me to delete you from my memory and friend list. Thou you were there for me when i needed you in the past. This is the decision you force me to make. Just dun regret. (obviously i'm not referring to Jeremy) lol.
Now i live my life as usual, why would i suffer without u. Anyone can easily replace you pls.
Ok enough of saying. Now i'm so insane with Cabal. lol so gg me.
alrite gtg. got sch at 9am tmr. till 5pm!! lol. another tiring day. tata

2008-05-23T23:32:00.004+08:00

Hmm am slacking away so lazy or rather busy to blog. lol.
ya. so what have i been doing the past 3 days ? to think back like quite long alr. kanna forget. gg
Wed attend class from 2-5pm, after that met Yan for dinner then chat up quite abit. Sudd mabeline sms in e train that she saw me but i alr alight liao. haha sry meet up soon k. (: Everyone is staying up to watch the big match of ManU Vs chelsea. lol. so ya...
Thur attend class from 9-12pm. Mood was quite back cos headache also. so went home early. Played cabal for the whole afternoon and evening. Ok partly i'm lazy cos i'ver been playing that game since wed. lol. influence !!! shit. haa.
Well today as usual attend class till 12. den went lunch with bernard opp school. Then went city hall to meet WJ but so coincidence meet him in e train, same cabin somemore. lol. Went milli Walk to collect something, kept going the wrong direction. think e both of us juz got no sense of direction LOL. Bth. Ya so went to eat something at Carl's junior before heading for a Movie at Marina Square. Watched Indana Jones haha Its damn nice, ya not bad la. Ok. got my tennis skirt at Suntec, which is like finally. yes. haha. Now aiming for tennis racket. lol. hais.
Ate dinner at HongKong Cafe wif Wj aso. wow he paid for my dinner. lol. Thks ya? =p lazy to upload these pictures. haha. after that when to Raffles City to shop. Wj buy some JellyBeans, but i dun find it nice cos i dun like. Its too sweet alr. haha. Anyway Thks for accompanying for the whole day. haisss sian.

2008-05-20T11:25:00.002+08:00

Break for too long alr. start to slack dun feel like going school alr. lol. Alrite played Mj ytd, won SGD 20. haa. my luck was quite good, played 2 rounds quite fast. started at 6pm ended before 10pm. lol. Ate dinner den went home.

haa, check my friendster today and i saw yinghu add benny yow as friend, so i went to ask benny, and they are friends in cabel. LOL The world is seriously damn small. which also means he know berr & raul lor. my gosh. lol. Then saw a friend request- Zhi hua. my friend told me he is a bla bla bla guy. omg. er xin. why the hell you add me for? lol.

I need to get a shoe bag for tennis. lol. i think i'm in debt to a lot of ppl lol. gonna clear dem all. sorry. hohoo. sian lei. dun know wanna meet yan for dinner anot. cos not sure how's e condition after tennis. Okay xian jio blading every week ya? I'm fine with it. (:

Hope to see you all soon k. Taa. still chatting with benny and xian at MSn now. lol. damn bored.
I notice when ppl start to get attach, they will start to forget their friends. wtf you ppl really sux. break alr den come back to ask us out? go eat shit ya. assholes.

2008-05-19T14:18:00.002+08:00

Vesak Day-Public Holiday.
Hoping to stay at home today to recover the lack of rest for the past few days. lol. seriously i dun know why i so busy sia. haixx. Well ytd went for FT's baby one month old anniversary, played mahjong den i tio bao after so long history repeat again. haha. that kind of luck is no comment. (: lol. tulan. ytd weather damn bad lei, so freaking hot, i sweat non-stop the whole day.
Tomolo got school at 2pm. tennis after that. actually am feeling alittle lazy. Bernard yong better go tmr i tell you. if not i gonna throw ur lappy away. haa.
Oh ya.. suppose to go blading/ mahjong later. Waiting for friend to cfm wif me. Brenda not feeling well. Get well soon k (:
Haixx GG. going for lunch now.

2008-05-18T12:09:00.001+08:00

Saturday

Think i better blog before i head for another party soon. Hmm went for Ken's 21st birthday party at Bayshore Park. haa took a cab there cos i know i will be drinking and also not in a condition to drive, my mind just simply cannot concentrate on the road. So better waste my money on a cab? lol.
Anyway, see alot of familiar faces there but not much topics cos really damn long nv keep in touch liao. But as usual the four of us Qin,Pf and Diana talk among ourselves. lol. The party was quite a catch up session. But overall was fun ba. lol. I think ken really enjoyed herself. Imagine was she being threw into the pool after finish blowing off the candles. omgg And ppl who push her down went down tgt. haa!!! Think by that time she was already half sehz liao.
Mrs Chiong came for her birthday too.. think ever since i grad i nv see her till ytd. lol. yaya.. hais after that everyone dun wanna pay for the Midnight charge so we went off before 12? but also nv get a cab cos all cab drivers waiting for 12mn. lol. GG. anyway in e end Qin's dad fetch me home. haa Thank you Qin (: if not we have to share a cab. lol.

Happy 21st birthday Ken !

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2008-05-16T23:08:00.001+08:00

Haha. what a day .so shag now but still blog.

started the day with morning class, when lunch opp sch then headed back home. wanted to take a nap or so but ended up playing dota. shit. dota freak haha. yup. chatted with jeremy for awhile also, which makes my day again. (: So happy.
Then went off to bugis tomeet richy and brenda to get present for brian den dinner @ 8pm @ miss clarity cafe.. hais birthday boy late. and the queue is so fuk up long. imagine we waited outside for 1hour?! lucky got some chairs for us to sit. If not seriously i think we would just go off ? haa. Brian explain to us his reason but no one believe. haha ok la actually we believed =) relax. lol. Saw bernard,Leone,desmond and Yh at bugis too. lol tell u ar e world is so damn small ok. see people everywhere i go. Haha den they ask us to join them for some stupid game. HAha which i think is a trick so we hack care.
Well, food was not bad, dessert not bad, but the soup quite tasteless lorr haha. but overall ok.
haha, gosh saw jeremy ex's there and the world's so small, its richy friend also. lol
Finish dinner wanted to go over to tanjong pagar pub to chill out, but... cancelled !! ): sad..
haa... no where to go alr, so headed home sweet home.

Happy 21st Birthday Brian!! (:

2008-05-15T22:34:00.000+08:00

Yeah Yeah ~
Haha can tell that i'm in a happy mood ya?
Ytd was totally a shit day, moody+headache= Emo
That's y no mood to blog aso.
Today was better but still emo, morning class woke up damn early . lol. first to reach the class today. Ok nth to be proud of anyway.
Went Lunch and Ice-skating at kallang leisure with richmond,brenda and eileen. lol. thou my toe haven recover but i still go. lol. heng nth bad happen. was fun omg skate on my own round and round and even skate to the middle part. yes la.
After that was totally shag out. reach home tired and aso no mood. But someone, someone suddenly lighten up my day. omg thank u very much i love you as always. (:
This was so so surprising but it still happen. so i nv make the e wrong decision of waiting patiently, cos i know it will come true. God did hear my pray .
ok. decided to go for brain's brithday dinner at Miss clarity cafe tmr 8pm. haha. and pls i'm so broke le. saw this tennis racket at leisure park cost ard SGD 120. -.- """ sweat. waiting for my pay on 20th. hoho.
Ok lah, shld upload e photos. some of it with eileen, upload more when she send me. yeah lol.
Now playing: Backstreet Boys - Quit Playing Games
via FoxyTunes

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Busy,tired,shag,sian,lonely>>>

2008-05-13T23:10:00.000+08:00

Okay am here to blog after 2 days. lol. super tired now eyes closing alr.
Went mahjong ytd after school, manage to win some extra allowance. but i think i spend it today.
Bernard miss lesson on e first day of the week, and imagine i reminded him on Sunday that its a morning class, and he can sms me at 12pm and ask " not afternoon class meh?" HAHA. blur ass. hibernate too long at home alr brain become slow.hohooo
Well... today ( Tue), had lesson from 9-5pm. super tired tired. Went for tennis after that totally damn low morale cos hungry+mentally tired alr. but still manage to play la. think i will get my own racket soon? hehe.
After tennis when for dinner wif brenda,richmond and eileen at tampines Ave 8 somewhere near my old house. haha.. Didn't manage to find e food i wan"quite disappointed" but well nvm (:
Ordered a bowl of ban mian and only fill 1/2 of my stomach. my gosh portion so little. Richmond said only filled his 1/4 stomach LOL. But didn't order again cos no point exercise den eat so much again. hahaa.
This week is a busy week. Tmr need to go shop shop look for present.
Planning outing on thur-->> pulau ubin/sentosa/blading/swimming/snow city. lol.
Fri- brian's birthday dinner. (pending)
Sat - ken's birthday party.
Sunday - Cousin's baby one month !!!
LOok imagine.. WHAT THE ...... Dotsss

Thou life was full of excitement, but there's one thing in my heart and soul that will nv change and always pop up now and then !! haisss.. ):

Ok gonna slp liao , heng tmr afternoon class if not sure die. ah ha =]

2008-05-11T22:29:00.000+08:00

11May2005- Mother day. haha... bought my mum to hougang mall for lunch at ichiban sushi of cos its my treat. haha then shop for awhile den headed back home to rest. Every where i went today the car park is full.zzz lol. why everywhere i go, sure got memories about us. that make me very emo. ahah
Bought 2 t-shirts, and a sport top for tennis =) finally got one... and 3pairs of socks. imagine i attend less den 10lessons and i lose interest in tennis haha. can just slap me haha.

Nothing much to do at home so i decided to wash the car. From march till now nv wash haa... wa sian tmr start school. sure cannot wake up one. next week need to shop for ken's birthday present, erm dun know wat to get lei.

haha think when sch start i will be super lazy to update everyday alr. anyway... damn tired now pls omgg driving really need alot of concentration which make me real tired... -.- Ate satay for dinner at serangoon garden, e food's not bad. (:
Ciao...

2008-05-10T15:03:00.000+08:00

Its Saturday... Wanted to go Vivo today but feeling lazy cos tonight got dinner to attend. Haven take lunch yet. haha juz finish dota-ing and i think I'm damn slack and lazy. Monday start sch liao.. and its a morning lesson omgg will be damn tired!!! hmmm toe getting better but still cannot wear heels and shoes i tried juz now its still pain. LOL. how sia. today alrite miss blading liao..

Going to buy my sport wear next week. hhaaa... didn't really sleep well last night don't know why. but i did dreamt of something that is so so real man. Hope that i will come true some day,about me and Jeremy. haha. dream dream dream that's wat i can do now. hoping for the best ever. Be your guardian angel. (:

Gonna catch some movie some day down e road nxt week. yawn tired+ moody. hais.

2008-05-09T11:15:00.000+08:00

A sad day. Spend the whole morning doing my blooding toe. Dun know whether it got worst or better.. not so painful anymore but it bleeds. like how my heart bleeds haha.. ok. no joke.

Gonna go out to meet my friend for lunch alr. its 11.15am and i'm still blogging. zzz suppose to meet at 11.30 LOL.. i dun know how my toe will become later man. scare half way cannot walk. so dead. but i'm fucking bored at home la. stay home for 3 days liao... actually is 2 lol. dota and dota. hais. tmr dun think can blade liao lorr. damn it !!!

Ok i get going alr. blog again when i'm home =)

2008-05-08T10:29:00.000+08:00

Okay. I notice the date and day here is delay by a day. hahaa... well play dota for the whole wednesday, cos my toe injured cannot go out. wat the hell. dun even know whether sat can blade anot. And if next tue still pain tt means i gonna miss tennis ? wtf cannot la. praying hard man. I think i'm getting fatter alr omg.. cos slack and eat too much during the break plus have been eating good food and BBQ food. zzz ok now i remb i still owe bernard a big meal.haa... since 2months ago.

Today is Jason's Bday and i haven get him present yet. I'm dead.. gonna wish him first den see how. haha. Sat Matt's bday, Sun Mother's day. this is real good game. Next week got another 2 more friends birthday. speechless+broke haha. Actually wanna go Vivo today to get something but my toe!! spoiled everything. Lazy to drive now adays haha cos i stretch the car last week. Now e shock still there. But i think will drive out this weekend ba. haha... hands itchy better don't be so suay again.

Monday gonna start school alr. haha. Tuesday will be a long day whole day lesson. plus its some boring lesson. hahaaa....

Gonna play dota first come back to blog later when i'm free haha. Dota is a addiction game lol ciao~

Bad luck day ~~

2008-05-06T23:21:00.000+08:00

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Back from tennis training.. Injured my big toe omggg... its like damn GG!! the whole toe went Blue black cannot walk properly now.Nearly cried cos seriously i tot my nail crack or detach. Think today is everyone's bad luck day. Bernard's shoe spoiled, Brenda damaged her dad's car, ken hurt his leg... haha imagine What a day?? Don know wat happen seriously. Before that bernard still laughing at me saying you come here and watch us play ar?? haha den his turn to seat down to watch. ah ha. bleah Now i cannot wear shoes which means cannot do any sport at all. Oh my gosh my this week will be damn bored.

Anyway my toe injured but i got no idea why i still go vivo with pinghui for dinner and accompy him to buy stuff.... cos lunch was canceled.In e end i still haven buy any present for jason and for my mum.. how sia. haha Homework haven do cos dun know how to do.

Played dota with Fly and jason haha which i haven play for 3 months liao. this shows how busy am i. play a few games before that hmm skill still there i think.. lol but original battle net's people got no teamwork seriously damn lousy. Always got leaver and loser. haha. dun know why now got no mood to play games. Like my friends now crazy in Cabal but i also lazy play, if for e past i sure download already haha.!!!
Gotta go get some rest alr. =)
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Now playing: Secondhand Serenade - Stranger
via FoxyTunes

2008-05-06T11:40:00.000+08:00

Got 1 week of study break which i don' think i will make use of e holiday to revise haha. Have been slacking since Sunday doing nothing at home. Planning where to go and what to do for this one week. A lot of activities but no money. Gosh I'm so broke pls from getting presents for friends birthday,dinner,outing,shopping and drinking. And i have no income at all... Always wanna mahjong but short of one player, damn sian. When my friends know i got this 1 week break, they were like why so fast holiday again, tot ur sch just started ? Ahaha i got no idea man. I think this sch just damn lazy one la. start school 3 weeks den holiday liao. haha after this i think 1st June holiday again. Imagine ? haha damn slack right. haiss no wonder I've got no motivation to study. Blame the school haha...

Heading down for tennis training this evening, hopefully it dun rain. hahaha... Before that gonna meet pinghui for lunch and buy some stuff.. but I'm feeling lazy to move. My bag will be super heavy la.. haa.

Lots of things happen this few months , but I'm glad that finally i know where I'm suppose to go cos I've got the ans. But like i said i will give you all the time you want. I will support your decision cos i love you for who you are. Every time the memories will flow back when I'm alone which is damn sux. I have totally no control over it.

Gotta end here, going to slack abit before going off. haha =)

2008-05-05T10:45:00.000+08:00

Saturday~

Went Blading with Qin & Xian at ECP, though was tired but fun. Suppose to plan Ice-skating but ended up in roller blade.lol. but i'm sure we had fun.. Qin ask me to plan alternate Ice-skating and roller blading haha !!!

Well anyway after that we board a cab to pasir ris downtown east for Peifeng's 21st birthday. The journey was a fuk up one, the driver chat on the phone throughout the half journey and i suspect he's toking to china girl lol i gonna complain him Asshole. haha

We actually catch up quite a lot about how's life's getting along. haha... Everyone getting into the working society alr except me. haha...Soon it will be my turn. Omgg...
Ya. decided to start a blog when i notice almost everyone got a blog.. haha but i'm super lazy to update.